~Strictly Secret~

2008-06-21T22:00:00.000-07:00

Sorry for me MIA so long, been real caught up with work after I completed my NS, yesh, completed NS, can address me as Mr Ang now = ) keke

Well anyways, why I decided to update this blog now is because I came across this Yahoo! news http://www.wired.com/culture/art/news/2008/06/secret_satellites?npu=1&mbid=yhp that toks about this person who caught 189 Spy Satellites. But that's not the point, it's the comments those people put that really should be worth looking at. Below is one comment

"With 189 spy satellites up there, and presumably with Hubble grade optical technology, supercomputers to analyze the data, etc., why can't they locate Osama? They probably have high def video of him eating breakfast but really are not serious about capturing him for some reason."

haha

2008-04-19T04:56:00.000-07:00

Having the whole of saturday thinking at home. Once again my thoughts ran out of control. I don't wish to rush into a job knowing that I don't like it again then I'll be jobless again and the whole cycle goes again. Sometimes I reach the point of frustration that I can just throw everything in sight out of my way. I'm not aiming to straight away start high up, but even the smallest level, nobody's even hiring me. I would not say that others had already found a job while I'm still jobless. I actually did start work earlier than most people just that I quit and thus, slower than most people. Haha

I know it's kind of a bumpy ride now. Still trying so hard to find a job that at least seems normal to me. Not asking for sales job, but even simple admin job I didn't even manage to get in. Agency informed me that bank of china did want to employ me and they're working on the package for me. Honestly, my chinese aint good. Putting me in that position will only cause more problems for us both. Waiting ever so hardly for Symantec. God bless me. = )

2008-04-17T21:16:00.000-07:00

LOLZ! I had the meaniest time of my life yesterday. Well I wasn't being mean cause I want that particular person to know that being kind to a friend doesnt mean we're there to be used by you!

Brief summary of this guy and decide for yourself if I'm being mean or I just wana slap him awake haha!

Doesnt want to go out and buy food with us, instead asks us to buy food back for him. Reason; just cause he doesn't feel like going out T_T Once is ok,but if I dare to write it out,means it's definitely more than once.

Friend rides a bike decides to send him home once. Subsequent times kept pestering him if he brought extra helmet. Why? yes,to send him home T_T

Notices I have a PSP so when I stop playing, he'll ask if I can lend him. Sure a few times is fine with me. Subsequent times he realises my PSP is free, he would wana play it. Since he likes to play PSP so much, ask him why doesn't he wana buy one and join us in multiplayer. Reason ; just because he doesn't want to T_T I make it a point to play my PSP until there's no more power so he wouldn't lend from me... juZ kiddin la~~ haha im aint so cheap like him lol

So notices our friends have PSPs so when they stop playing, he'll ask from them. Surely we'll all agree to lend him but subsequent times it became a habit of not even asking. He'll just pick whatever PSP he sees and play. Wow,even more auto than the Automatic Auntie in Just In Singapore haha

So up till now I'm sure you people have a rough idea what kinda guy he's like. ; ) Without further ado... I bring to you the following conversation between me and him haha Please take note : I'm friendly to people and if I can talk like that in the following coversation, it means something is very wrong with the other party haha

Him : "Hey you going to CW's talk tml?"
Note that im replying very sian sian towards him haha
Me : "nope... i've got something on"
Him : "icic, ask u arh, the J's birthday is bdae party arh?"
Me : "yup... i suppose so, y leh?"
Him : "that means cannot go empty handed"
Sacarstically reply
Me : "well if ur realli hard up for cash im sure ur presence means more than ur present
Him : "haha ok... u guyz taking cab in izzit?"
Im sure you guys roughly know what he's hinting by now
Me : "Im riding haha"
Him : "shit... hahaa... u got spare helmet ma"
Bullseye! so I decided to ka jiao him muaha
Evil Me : "got haha"
Him : "sui lah... can dongbang"
Evil Me : "Nope = )"
Him : "alamak haha"

haha feels good to be mean. I hope this makes him realise that friends are not there for him to use. Honestly actually I really meant No! haha Besides, how can I ferry him when we're living in two different places. I aint going all the way to his house to fetch him man. I've got one sentence for him "Learn to be independent can" haha

2008-04-15T20:25:00.000-07:00

So long have I walked this path of no return. Where exactly am I headed. I'm lost not because I don't have a map, it's because I do not have a destination. Days are passing not growing any younger for me. Why can't I find what I like to do.

How often do I envy people who have a direction in life. They want to be accountant so they go through Business school in poly and carry on to persue an ACCA cert. Now they're living the life they wanted. They want to be a psychologist so they persue a diploma in psychology and carry on to persue a Degree in it. Now they're living the life they wanted. Why did I go through poly knowing that I don't like Java and Html and Networking. I wanted to try for business school but I'm so very afraid I might end up not wanting that kinda job too. I'm so afraid that the problem lies with me not liking anything. Will I really come to like something I want to do? God please point me a direction in life.

Went to a bank job and quit the following day. Fought so hard being an FC and decided to quit. Reason I gave myself was because I don't like their method of service. Reasons to me but excuses for others that I do not wish to work. Just exactly what am I made for?

2008-04-03T19:16:00.000-07:00

As I sit here writing this entry, I can't imagine what more vulgar things Im gonna say to starsports. Honestly, it's just a harmless disruption in my NBA game which turned into much fury inside me now.

Woke up early at 8am to catch my favourite Cleveland Cavaliers play basket against the Chicago Bulls. Halfway through the 1st quarter, the game got disruption for whatever reasons I don't know. I thought to myself,oh well,this happens sometimes and they'll fix it quick enough. WRONG ENOUGH that freaking game never came back on!

Can you possibly imagine how pissed I was? I grew desperate to watch that game. I called starhub, they told me that starsports issued a notice on tv saying that they apologize for the break in transmission. They WILL return the normal programming SHORTLY. I stress the words used here ; WILL and SHORTLY. When you see this words being used, what's the usual reaction? Oh ok,at least they're fixing it, I'll glue myself to the sofa and wait for it to return SHORTLY. Why not do other things you say? Cause I don't want to miss any action from that game especially when LeBron James is playing so well and since they said they WILL return the program SHORTLY, why not wait a harmless few minutes?

Well that harmless few minutes turned into hours. It's nearing two hours since it was disrupted. I really got pissed off I went immediately to http://www.espnstar360.com/ to email them about this matter. You know what's the most pissed off thing? My mail was undelivered. Apparently it was emailed to email@email.com . What the hell? there is no proper delivery of email and sad to say... http://www.espnstar.com/ HAVE NO CONTACT US link!!!

I've start to think if they received too much complains and hate letters that they decided to not add that link. Right here, I would like to say that Starsports sucks!! yeah blow me, I don't care cause honestly, you're just misleading your customers. Whatever made you say you WILL return the normal programming SHORTLY. Ask yourself is 2hours of waiting considered short? So what is considered LONG then? few days?

And if you're unable to do what you promised, do not use the word WILL cause it's practically means your bounded by it to do so. Why not just put you're TRYING YOUR BEST to return the normal programming AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. Wouldn't that sound much nicer? Instead of saying you WILL

So what if there is a repeat telecast airing at night? Why do people stay up late at night to watch their favourite soccer matches even though there are so many repeat telecast. As I'm typing this, the cavaliers are already nearing the end of the 4th quarter. I missed all the action.... The disappointment and fustration right now... I can't describe... Really if there is another much more trustworthy sports channel, I'm definitely not choosing Starsports cause it seriously sucks. But oh well, since ESPN and starsports are the only sports channel offered, beggars can't be choosers.

2008-03-31T05:27:00.000-07:00

A loud "thump!!!" followed by "Sam!!!" I knew something went wrong. True enough,got out of my room to see my mom's hand stuck in between the collapsed platform in the book shelf. Hurried to lift up the fallen platform. Damn how could something like that happen.

Apparently the bookshelf was obviously overloaded. But somehow it decided to not wanna support the tremedous weight of those books anymore. The platform was seriously bent, perhaps it's all our fault for knowing that it was bent yet no one wanted to do something about it. This act of complacency might have been worse. We're lucky it's my mom's hand this time.

I dare say we bought this bookshelf from Ikea few years back. But please do not be so quick to point fingers. Nah, I'm not saying it's whose fault. We have our own faults in this part. True enough my mom had fully loaded the shelf, but if it was a bookshelf, shouldnt they do some sort of testing on the maximum load the platform can handle? One more thing I found was that the 4 screws at each corner was awfully short to be supporting it. Shouldn't it be longer? From my few years of studies though not academically good, but I guess it's pretty clear that having longer screws wont affect the balance of the platform? I'm not saying it should be exaggeratedly longer, but slightly longer wont make a difference wouldn't it. And besides, the reason why it collapsed was because the weight caused the screws to push upwards causing the screws to slip out and that's the mishap that happened today.

I don't know whether there was any weight limit stated when we first bought this bookshelf. Maybe there is, maybe there isn't. So no point in finding fault with any party here, as long as my mom's safe....... = )

2008-03-29T06:48:00.000-07:00

What could possibly happen to a happy NSmen... two recalls within a month!! T_T'' Recall is suppose to be a yearly issue... now it becomes my issue...

Recalls are meant to be held once a year. One for those who are still in NS,one for those who have oreadi completed their NS. Wondering how I got involved in both? Before I ORD, I was activated once. Ok so it's complete, and soon, I've ORDed. And today I was activated for those who have completed NS. How unlucky can I get. Like how folks used to say, kana 4D oso not so accurate haha Oh well,life's a bitch.

Anyhow, my ever so helpful mom gave me $20 to take cab, and so I did lolZ. Called a cab and wow, nice friendly uncle who cant seem to stop talking to me about Mas Selamat haha Asked me where I thought he is, dude do I look like a JI member to you? haha just kidding yeah,Im not so mean, So I told him he could already be in HDB watching tv laughing at how stupid we are still searching in the jungle haha

One thing he did make sense, even if they did put a price on MSK's head, usually you don't end up getting it haha I don't know how true this is but what he said was if you did manage to find MSK, most likely the police will bring you in along with him to interrogate you haha. They'll start bombing you with questions like "How do you know where he is?!?!?" "How are you related to him??!?!?!" An innocent victim just trying to make a living by helping out ends up going to jail for connection with him haha

Btw,not being racist here but.... the cabbie is malay =x hahaha! So I don't really know how he "might" be related to MSK,perhaps he himself could be a JI member haha Anyone could be~~~~~ so be on the look out muahaha....

2008-03-25T04:52:00.000-07:00

It's my 2nd posting in a week. When was the last time I had so much to say lolZ!, well anyways, monday's a bitch,so is half of today

First day of work at *censored* bank telesales. All I can say is... I wan out!! hahaha because I find that this *censored* facility telesales is more or less... a fraud. Nope,I've signed life and death contract to make sure I don't divulge company secrets, so if Im caught exposing infos that might deem harmful to their reputation, I'll be put behind bars haha

But anyways, I know what I love and hate, telesales is definitely under my hated list. Im not so fond of telesales in the beginning but I thought I might as well give it a try. My hatred has been confirmed on the first day of work.

Sms-ed my manager yesterday nite,he agreed to free me,but ask me to call the agency today. Called her and she told me that I have to serve my termination notice ; but he said I can quit what!! haha well,so I asked what's the penalty for early termination. $346.51 thank you ^^

F u.... I shall pay it so be it.... The thing is that I totally hate telesales now, and that I wouldn't wanna cheat customers into signing for this stupid facility. So uh uh, call me dumb or stupid, watever,Im paying the penalty.

But God has sent light down on me lolZ, JY msned me juZ now,and I told him my problematic bitch. He told me he was in the same situation before, but if the contract did not specify any penalty will be charged for forced early termination, they cant do anything to u... haha Thank God and thank JY lolZ..

Well I'm so gonna concentrate on my CMFAS mod9 test tomorrow, DND... Shall call them on thursday and ask how are things, I was planning on not calling at all,hopefully they'll forget me,but Im gonna play safe, make sure everything is settled and if they did ask for penalty, I don't mind referring to M.O.M to settle it.

2008-03-21T05:41:00.000-07:00

PS : I'm not gay, altho I've been surfing steven lim's webpage quite frequently but that doesnt make me gay alrite haha the videos realli are "entertaining" guaranteed to move ur emotions,u'll feel like landing that punch on ur monitor but pls,do ur damage ur monitor. lolZ

Anyways, I'm glad I finally landed myself in a job. Ok well two jobs infact haha Gonna start work on monday as OCBC bank telesales, of coZ there's target to be met, but wed I'll be taking my financial consultant mod9 test,which indeed if I realli pass (I've been studying 26chapters of this book k haha), I'll definitely be switching to being a Financial Consultant,yeah they make it sound so nice now. No more Financial Advisor, it's Financial Consultant. Longer sounds nicer n professional perhaps? haha

Right now itZ been going alot in my mind, coZ I feel kinda awkward to be working in OCBC for 3days and suddenly tell him that I wanna quit (if i realli did pass my test). I guess I realli do mind the way pple look n think of me haha but my frenZ especially KL has been supportive of my decision. He told me, this is ur future,u're doing wat u feel is good for ur future so dun feel pai seh about it.. yeah after seeing that it reali gave me alot of morale boost....

N i was thinking to myself,pai seh oso pai seh that one day onli,pple wont remember me for long... coZ doing the comparison... both jobs are sales job... and the pay as a Financial Consultant is much higher than the telesales job, so yeah,obviously I would take the one with more $$ haha everyone is doing watZ best for his life, so if they were to think negatively of me being unethical, my conscious is clear. Everyone is onli wanting watZ best for their life. = )

It's Been A Long Time Coming

2008-02-04T06:27:00.000-08:00

It's been a long time coming, yes last time I blogged was 4months ago haha well recently funny things started happening, 1stly I gotta admit that the fued between xiaxue and steven lim realli tickles my senses, yesh,call me slow, sloth,wadeva but still I'm amazed I wasnt aware of this incident, my fingers were quick to search the videos in youtube,and surprisingly I found Steven Lim's response to XiaXue lolZ

Gotta admit it's freakingly funny the way he gets back at her, no disrespect man, takes great courage to post online wat u recorded, kudos~~ haha

Well anyways,getting late, shall continue blogging 2ml haha...

2007-10-14T17:16:00.000-07:00

boO~~!~!! Im back from Aussie hahaha... gosh itZ been a tough 2weeks but Im so glad I managed to pull it through... haha

Was very eager and excited about the live firing but many things start to happen that it didn't go as smoothly as planned, and as a result, they had to use our spare days for live firing T_T gosh... we're all quite demoralised... but still we didnt give up haha coZ itZ nearing the end of exercise...

Alas... everything is over... and morale began to pick up... lolZ!!! 1st time we loaded up everything into the container within a day hahaha...

Gosh I miss the meals over at Australia~!~!~! we had buffet breakfast every single day!!! letZ see... we've got a selection of porridge.... sunny side up.... scrambled eggs... tomato with cheese... sometimes we'll have potato wedges~~~ (yum yum ^_^) hahaha and bacon~~~ with 4types of sausages to choose from... lolZ!!!

During those firing days... I hate to say this but our meal looks like itZ worth $2.50 at the hawker centre hahaha... I heard we're catered for $30 per meal... but watZ with that cheap lunch man~~~ lolZ!!! anyhow~~~ we still enjoyed it coZ at least itZ way better than cookhouse back in camp =X hahaha dinner at the desert wasnt so bad.... I've got drumstick bigger than my arm~!~!~! I dunno wat they fed the chickens in Australia... but itZ huge haha!!! and the one that left the most impression in me was the black pepper grilled chicken... it tasted like kenny rogers... but like 10times better?? hahaha wat a sumptous meal...

Also we had kangaroo meat once... omg... nobody told us... we juZ happily ate everything until when we're about done that we're told it was kangaroo meat... and everyone was like T_T''' haha none the less... itZ good~~~ I dun mind eating again hahaha juZ dun think of the kangaroo image when ur eating and u'll be fine hahahaha

After we packed up... we shifted to Adelaide's Mawson Lakes... we thought we finally had time for R&R... but gosh... by the time we reached Adelaide city... it was already 5pm... FYI... they knock off early during weekdays hahaha so we've got problem shopping... everywhere we go we juZ watch them close the gates on us hahaha

And the Mcdonald's there is a killer... Wanted to have a hearty meal... but end up feeling more heartpain hahaha!!! the sauce there cost 50cents each... omg... and we had it free in Singapore can~~~ lolZ... now I start to enjoy the things we take for granted in Singapore haha

2007-09-24T02:56:00.000-07:00

Next up,shall write a psychotic story... think I gonna split it into a few parts. Writing 1 b4 I leave for Australia and when I come back,then I shall continue.. kekeke... ready?? so here it goes~~~ ^^

The name's Lucifer. Age 19 living alone in a semi terrace house along Changi South Road. My parents are too busy working overseas and that's why they entrusted this whole house to my care. I've been living alone since I was 16. Had little friends or should I say, no friends at all.

People had always find me weird. I do not like to associate much both during lessons and after school. I eat alone hoping that no one would come sit beside and chat me up. Why is such introvert behavior considered weird to others? I just want some peace and quiet to myself. yesh, all to myself and thankfully as the years gone by, they did leave me alone.

Poly life was not the life I wanted at all. I HATE IT!!! If my results weren't so bad, I wouldnt even have to go to that sickening tertiary. The people around me are so friendly that it gives me goosebumps and makes me sick. I just wish I could tear their pretentious hide away and expose that inner ugly within them. They're all acting friendly I know it. Deep within lies and evil heart waiting to backstab you whenever the chance arises. I've no choice but to grit my teeth and pull through this. It's tough,but only 1 more year to go.

Recently, I came across this sweet girl named Ferlin. First day she walked into class I saw her smile at me and that image was forever etched in my mind. She was friendly to me like the rest, but no, unlike them, I know she wasnt wearing a mask. It's natural as she smiles with no hidden meaning, no evil grin behind it all, just as angelic as it could be.

Love at first sight perhaps but she would not stick to a someone being deemed "weird" by the general public. All those anxieties and worries were shortlived. She talks to me often although it's more like a question & answer session. I do not know what to say to her. I've never spoken to a girl before in my entire life. I desperately need to talk to her but I don't know how. As time goes by, I slowly opened myself up to her. Everything came natural when I'm with her. I do not need to find topics to chat with or things to do when we're out. Ferlin was the first person to ever say that I'm "normal". Hearing this I knew she was the one for me, I wish I could keep her for life. I need her, I never would want to let her go.

Few months down the road, we were what they call, a couple, and everything seemed "normal". We had lunch together and dinner after school everyday. Either one of us would stay back to accompany each other if we had projects to do. I was delighted that such a fairy was sent to me down from heaven. Indeed there was none like her and indeed,she was very sought after by many guys. What's that feeling inside me? Everytime I see her talking to some guy, my heart feels sour, I can't control it but it's hurting me inside. I hate those guys. Why do they keep talking to her. She's mine!

~~~~To be continued~~~~

2007-09-19T02:05:00.000-07:00

Alrite... I know I seems to have been neglecting my blog abit... no promises but I'll try to update it more often when Im about to ORD ok? hehehe anyways... itZ onli 6months away,hopefully time passes fast enuff b4 I can even think of commiting suicide by the long wait hahaha

Anyways... gonna go australia for unit live firing this coming wednesday!!!! Im so looking forward to it... but at the same time... Im gonna miss Singapore so much, prolly becoZ of the fact that I'll be going to desert!!! haha makes me miss the buildings around orchard town so much more than I ever so~~~ hehehe

Well... itZ a short 15days stay... looking forward to going Australia and of coZ... very much looking forward to coming back here... hehehe

itZ like my 3rd time flying in a plane,and somemore itZ Singapore Airline!!! haha seems like SAF still treats us as humans who needs some comfort sometimes... hehehe

2007-09-03T02:24:00.000-07:00

Whoppie!!! I took another monday off again hehe,too tired of my unit I should say,I wasn't this tired if it hadn't been for the 5days non stop cleaning of our signal equipment... Geesh,I dunno wazzup with them and y they had to be so strict with sand particles on the australian side,Im not against them,but this strict policy has had us going mad near the end of the week... coZ it was seriously non stop cleaning... no joke man...

I admit I had lost my temper once in awhile... but becoZ it was stupid and shitty... whiew... luckily we loaded up our equipments oreadi... should be on the way to australia I think hehe... spring cleaning during chinese new year wasnt that bad... especially when I din even do any cleaning at all =X kekeke so asking me to clean more than spring cleaning... well... could have guessed my feelings hahaha

I dun think this is the worst part yet... coZ I heard... we cant bring sand particles out of australia too!!!! hahaha So I suppose... with the very lack of manpower when we get there... I gonna realli go crazy and perhaps knock myself out with the signal set hahaha

Well anyways,Im happy coZ after all those shit that Im gonna experience over at Woomera,Im going on holidays to bangkok!!! haha sho happy coZ itZ like the 2nd time im travelling overseas with frenZ hehehe stupid KC had to back out the last minute... kept saying he hasnt any money hahaha...

letZ see... wat to buy over there... clothes jeans... clothes jeans... and more clothes jeans!!!!! hahaha perhaps when I become rich next time... I shall go japan for shopping... I realli like their clothes over there hehehe

Well,wish me all the best when I go aust. Gonna realli suffer for real man,the line laying and stuffs can realli kill someone especially with temperatures hitting 38degree celsius!!!! hahaha

Definitely getting more sunblock and sunglasses over there,hehehe

2007-08-17T19:38:00.000-07:00

WootZ... total post stuck at 69... wat a nice no. lolZ!! anyways... I've been wanting to update my blog for the past week... desperately logging on to this webbie... but unfortunately... my laptop cant support the template for this blog lolZ!!

Wondering how am I updating now? coZ my computer finally got repaired!!! haha thank you Best Denki ^^ haha

Anyways this month is a really suey month for me... 1st I tot after much hardwork Im able to finally enjoy National Day Parade in peace... until I had to get infected with sore eyes... darn it!! lolZ... I was practically clearing my eyes in order to see at least my meal properly... so darn irritating can~~ haha

So I endured throughout the whole thing and finally reached home to rest... I was feeling all swollen in my left eye already... woke up the next day to find my other eye infected as well... lolZ!! So I went to the doc and he gave me 5days MC... lolZ... tot I could rest well and at least concentrate on treating my sore eyes... until I was struck with fever... lolZ...

Luckily I recovered fully by tues... only that my left eye is still quite blurry which I dunno y... but by the time I got back to camp on wed... everything was ok... whiew~~ yeah... everything was ok... until I got stiff neck!!! I din even know how I got it... I was totally fine in the morning... grrr.... wat a fine day for me... and I had to travel to Nee Soon camp to return all the NDP stuffs... it was a tough day for me... especially when I had to turn my whole body to face someone toking to me... felt like cutting my neck off haha

Thurs had to do the dreaded engine run... it was actually a very normal routine which I dun mind doing... until this stupid *&%()@ have to be so kiasu about auditing and forced us to fill in so many forms before we can do our engine run... grrr....

And Im on duty on monday... whiew... finally... no engine runs... but I had got activated for my duty!!!!!! darn it!!!!! when can I ever rest seriously... I was totally pissed at how suey I can get... grrr... no point toking further... will onli burst my blood vessels hahaha

Went to watch fireworks celebration yest... wow wee~~~ took quite a few photos... but too bad... till now I still dunno how to upload photos into my blog hahaha

2007-08-05T00:16:00.000-07:00

Im not dead Im not dead!! haha I juZ din have the time to keep updating my blog hehehe... wow itZ nearly been one month since I've touched this site hehe... I've got so much to say... but somehow... I 4got wat I wanted to say... guess itZ gonna be stuck in one small corner in my mind... hehehe

Anyways... Yesterday's NDP rehearsals was a total screw up... haha I dun even see the need for a CR yest hahaha... after the NDP preview... seems like everything has become laxed.... they dun seem to have the mood for the rehearsals yest haha no goodie bags... no fireworks... and they gave newater as door gift... lolZ... omg itZ like so pathetic can... haha

Even tho I had monday and tuesday off this past week... but then still feels like time passes so slowly... prolly becoZ alot of things have happened keke... went to sen's chalet on monday n tues... was purely rotting session with my khakis... haha we had a lot of fun playing indian poker and other stupid stuffs at nite hahaha almost finished one whole bottle of absolut mandarin plus quite alot of chivas haha

I realised one thing... mandarin and green tea dun go well together!!!!! ItZ a very good puking formula for anyone feeling constipation up ur tummy... hahahaha

MOS yest was fun with music and dancing... until tt same crazy couple had to come spoil our fun hahaha... we got so pissed that we left at 3am... boO~~~~~ tot we could have avoided them by coming on sat... but seems like they are there every fri n sat to conquer the podium hahaha!!!!

Whoppie... enuff of bloggin... gotta go out and shop with my frenZ oreadi... kekeke... onli window shopping for me tho... i totally ran out of money~~~~~~~ = (

2007-07-06T16:24:00.000-07:00

My sister is getting married today!!!! Too joyous to say anything much... gotta take more snapshots of her hehe...

2007-06-23T21:05:00.000-07:00

Still feeling the fatigue gained from yesterday's NDP rehearsal... had a bit of minor screw ups... but then... none the less... cant let it affect myself and my frenZ... coZ we cant juZ stop at juZ a minor setback...

Anyways the parade was great... yesterday was the 1st time they're putting off the fireworks... and so will come for the upcoming few weeks or so... so anyone of u who loves to watch the beautiful fireworks... be sure to stick around marina square and esplanade for the wonderful event... time cant be confirmed... but should be around 8.00 to 8.30...

Planned to go DBL O and find irene,dawn and kc... but then due to wat happened back then... I dun think I can meet them up... coZ I'll have to pay extra for the late cover charge... haha and so... I decided to date my bed for the nite... keke

My sister's in-laws came over 2day... tho not the guy's parents... but his auntie took their place to come over... they looked quite frenly... and I realli cant wait for the sister's wedding to come... Im so so so looking forward to it... attended so many weddings in the past few yrs... the most looked forward to is my sister's... hehehe tho itZ a humble small wedding in a church... but still... my beloved sis is getting married!!!! hehehe

Taking NDP rehearsals as a chance to improve my camera skills sharply so that I can at least take a decent a shot at my sister's wedding hahaha...

2007-06-09T22:12:00.000-07:00

Muahaha itZ yet another week of stay home weekend for me, I cant realli blame anyone else for not inviting me out all thanks to the great NDP rehearsals that I've been having and gonna have for the torturous weeks to come...

Thankfully,my time for bloggin has not been taken away,they better not do any sunday rehearsals altho I heard that the combat engineers had their sundays burnt too... poor them... and lucky me lolZ!!

Anyways,we're like suppose to gather and makan with ah si since his birthday past like few days ago and we hadn't realli had the time to gather... but thanks to his cock up schedule... had to be delayed again haha... ah si has practically gone missing in my mind... soon I wont even remember who he is anymore lolZ!!

Im so bored at home ah~~~~~~~ Someone pls date me out!! Im damn free on sundays!!! hahaha hope I get to play basketball later... my hands are itchy and need to score some hoops haha...

Had KFC for my lunch... best thing was... I had it for yesterday's dinner lolZ... so the legendary eat until u vomit free KFC buffet at the NDP rehearsals were real... we realli had quite a lot of spares... I suggested selling them LOLZ!!

2007-06-03T07:52:00.000-07:00

1st of all... I have to bitch about yesterday's NDP!!! itZ reali an event that I have to catch since we've all put in SO SO SO much effort into it... kuang liang mak n me were dishing out comm sets to pple ever since they saw us setting up our site...

Happily eating our KFC till "someone" had to come in and comment that itZ very unsightly that we eat at our workdesk... basket... then shift from one site to another... wah kaoZ... and during this transition he himself oso need to draw walkie talkie from us... basket... I wont comment who that smartass is la huh... I can onli say that the two crab realli damn brainless... besides itZ onli our 1st day... can at least call us to shift after we settled our stuffs isnt it...

In the end... I onli got to eat my KFC around 3.00pm... and had my dinner at 4.30 -_-''' and dinner time was the onli time we both got to rest... and luckily... every walkie talkie came back to us... and there is much problem...

But still... Im still maxed out from yesterday's NDP... I slpt all the way till 3pm.. yet Im still beat... is this gonna be the way for the next 2mnths? no~~~~

Anyways I had alot of fun on Weiwen's wedding day... hahaha nicholas,fok, ray, me, pei pei, amy, huili, vivian, bi xiang and michelle were the ones who went for her wedding... whoppie... so long nv catch up with some of them... zhi lian quite alot...

The most embarassing thing was I was trying to get a prawn from the dish on the rotating table... but ray brought me the whole plate... now everyone thinks i damn greedy... wat an impression to leave behind... T_T''' haha

2007-05-31T17:43:00.000-07:00

KTV-ing yest was so much fun!!! especially with two new additional members like shyrlyn and charlene... hahaha...

As usual... we practically went wild inside the room haha... threw every damn thing we could find inside and taking mad photos of everyone... lolZ wasted till now nobody taught me how to upload photos onto my blog... haha

KC and me was walking halfway back to our busstop when I tried to trip him... he was bragging how he'll never fall... true enuff... this ang moh who was walking towards us accidentally had a "trip" in front of us... lolZ... and I was telling KC now I know why he never falls... coZ he spreads his karma to pple around him haha

And today is my off day!! whoppie... gotta prepare for weiwen's wedding later on in the afternoon... omg this is the 1st time Im attending a fren's wedding... so so very much excited... I've oreadi prepared my outfit... hope I dun look too cockanathan in it... lolZ!

Anyways... 2ml is my doom's day... gotta distribute over 90++ walkie talkies to the pple at the NDP parade... Im sure to get screwed... the good news is... KL being the comms store IC is still gonna be with me 2ml to teach me the ropes... bad news is... 2ml is his last day and he's bound for his course... and the subsequent NDP parades I gonna get my head chopped so badly...

Why is it so stressful? because we have pple who conveniently 4get to return the walkie talkie... and like in every army organisation... we have to account for everything we have or lend out... so Im to make sure I get every walkie talkie back... itZ not part of the goodie bag k!!!! pls dun bring it home!!! I dun wish to empty my wallet for some stupid walkie talkie haha

But hey... itZ soon gonna be 9 months till I ORD!! and I've got stupid frenZ around me singing ORD during ktv session coZ they're left with onli 3months to ORD... KC is being gay as usual ^^ haha

I know my time will come... and when I've saved up the money to study... I gonna get back my long hair and never cut it like....... ever!!!! haha ever since I see big chunk of hair falling off my head... I've been missing my long hair... I dun hate the organisation... I understand itZ mandatory for males to serve the nation... but how I wish I was born in another country... prefably japan~~~ haha

Gonna go eat my MARS bar soon... I miss it so much... been months since I last ate one... coZ I developed a short phobia for it in a last desperate attempt to grow fat by feeding myself mercilessly with mars bar... lolZ!!

2007-05-30T18:26:00.000-07:00

It sure is a very tiring thursday morning for it... Im glad itZ the holidays man... and I'm glad I took a day off for 2ml... so that means itZ a long holiday for me!! haha

Im still feeling the fatigue caused by yesterday's NDP... being in the PA system doesnt mean we're all slack and slp... the equipments are heavy k... but we look like those professional Djs with all the mixers and speakers... lolZ..

Returned camp around 7.30 and by the time we packed up everything... it was oreadi 8.00~~ best thing about yesterday... was that we had pizza hut again for dinna~~ lolZ... wish I could have a few more extra boxes for me to bring home haha

No major screw ups yesterday... onli that the police contigent misfired twice... lolZ!! poor chap had to run around the parade square 5times at least if I could remember correctly...

Anyways it's my mom's birthday yest!!!! Sis was being so kind to buy a little cake... yesh... I had no share in it... Im broke as all NSF are... haha but I did contribute... in offering my camera lolZ... of coZ... my camera is nothing without pics of me inside haha~~ but there's my mom and sis too... so itZ not all about me!!! hehe

Im gonna go ktv later~~~~ tho my voice aint good... but still... since I oreadi gathered up an army to go ktv... I shall not disappoint them... anyways itZ not the 1st time I sang off-tune =X haha

Got a freaking big war breakout on my face can!! omg the freakin pimple is slowly forming itself and I see can it clearer each day... or with each passing hour = ( there goes my face... and it seems like my face's been bitten by bed bugs... tiny swollen spots... lolZ... goes to show about how "clean" I am lolZ!!

2007-05-28T06:45:00.000-07:00

I juZ wanna say...

Im damn tired to blog haha!! can I update it some time later this week? haha

Ok I shalln't be lazy...

HmmZ... sat was a stay home for me!!! hardly see me coming home straight from NDP eh? lolZ... usually I should be out trying to paralysed my very two legs in MOS...

Thanks to alvin for sending me all the way to simei man... U've juZ saved me $3++ that's a hell load of money to be travelling from yishun back home hehe

Sunday should be fun... or so I tot... but that din prove likewise... went town to have my LJS... wth..~~~ I've got LJS in bedok too... i travelled all the way down to eat that... -_-''' haha but anyways... juZ went shopping with my click... had alot of fun taking retarded pics with irene... hahaha

KC was being damn gay n idiotic as usual... suddenly juZ left by whispering a soft bye~~~ stupid prick... hahaha so left the trios and we're set to go cineleisure to play pool... Im glad to say... I've retained my skills from watever embarassing losing games I've had to endure for these past few torturous years haha

Sadly... we onli played 1hr or perhaps even less than that haha... sen's gotta go find his gal... that's when me and irene are being left alone... always the 2 loners... hahaha decided not to be such a meanie and leave her alone waiting for her date... so I juZ accompanied her awhile... and itZ realli awhile... coZ shortly after I bought my drink... she's gotta go find him lolZ...

Ok i typed too much for sun... cut it short... I got home safely = )

As for today!!! 1st time taking off... feels good slping at home waking up at 8.30 T_T''' dun ask me y I woke up so early... Im adjusted to army life grrr...

Watched 28days later... omg... wat a lame show... pretty much lengthy I tot.... but on the overall... ok i gotta say itZ not bad... hehe... now I dun even know if i should watch 28 weeks later... is it still in the cinemas? haha

Went to my fav dentist... got my mouth cleaned... I feel so clean again... now I wanna go brush my teeth and slp... gotta head back to camp 2ml... and wait for my long holidays hehehe

Nites pple... ~~~ ^_^

I~~~~~ Can Give You Gatsby~~~~~~ Gats~~~~~by~~~~ Gats~~~~~~~ by~~~~~~~~

Haha... I like the commercial man... takuya kimura is sho cute... but pls... I muZ stress again that Im NOT GAY!!! hahaha and I bought the wax oreadi kekeke

2007-05-20T04:03:00.000-07:00

WootZ... had so much fun clubbing yesterday, clubbed all the way from 11.30 till 5am haha!! damn it... my legs are almost paralysed after they played the final song... but we pesevered!!! coZ the last song is Tokyo Drift~~ haha

Man I miss those loud bangings of the bass and the booze... lolZ... and itZ good news for kc~~~ coZ someone actually initiated to dance with him~~ but that dumbhead rejected lolZ... yeah... feeling kinda envious... but then... I dun realli care about whether or not I get to dance with gurls... lolZ i know my own face... lolZ!! I club coZ I need loud music n alcohol to help me distress... not some desperados trying to lay hands on everything they could touch haha

After the lights came up... we know that's the end of our cheapo clubbing... coZ we entered b4 10.30 =X HAHA and slowly dragged our numbed legs to mcdonalds to take a rest... ate breakfast over there and slpt for like 15mins till leo woke up us to take cab hahaha luckily for me... when I boarded the cab and asked if there is midnite charge... itZ oreadi 5mins past 6 haha

Somehow I still felt abit weird... coZ the total amt for my trip home was around 10.75... which is onli 4dollars short of the usual price for my midnite charge haha conclusion : taking cab home is still a very expensive mode of transport... I shall take mrt next time if I were to club all the way then hahaha

2007-05-18T08:33:00.000-07:00

Pressing buttons on my remote control desperately trying to find a channel that I feel comfortable watching in my non-litted living room... chance upon discovery channel... how police solves cases... it was airing how this bunch of buggers robbed a taxi driver... and conveniently killed him...

I was thinking why these pple simply have no brains at all... I mean if ur realli that hard up for cash... like me~~~ at least let the driver carry on living rather than ending his life... u've gotten wat u wanted... so why take more than wat ur supposed to... a life is someting too precious to be taken away by anyone...

If he carried on living... he might cherish his new found life and perhaps doesnt even care about reporting it to the police as long as he's fine... what have they acheived by killing him and leaving the taxi right in the open for anyone passing by to know that someone did actually die in there...

Pure no brainers or juZ simply ruthless... boO~~~ anyways... that doesnt mean I rob taxi drivers hor~~ haha

I wish I could be born in a rich fam.... at least I'll donate constantly whenever I can? hehehe provided my dad gives me money to buy my porsche hahaha

2007-05-17T05:46:00.000-07:00

My blog suddenly seems like a total stranger to me, hasnt been doing any updating work on it recently hehe bZ with my NDP stuffs and I've gotta admit I'm too lazy to even continue typing anymore words... hahaha

Seems like bloggin is more tedious than doing 20push ups daily... but heck... I'm still here now updating coZ I've got so much to say!!! So much that I totally dunno how to start saying!!!! haha

LetZ see,downloaded Linkin Park's new album =X nono,im not a pirate, Im juZ a penniless bloke trying to save every penny and not wanting to waste it on redundant items... not that their music aint great... but I cant afford especially when GST hike is about to come... gotta save for the calamity up ahead yeah? lolZ

Uh uh... I aint saying how much revenue I've gotten for my GST credit... nothing much... nothing less... juZ getting wat I ought to get... hehehe... anyways... since itZ GST credits... itZ to be used soley for GST pay-offs... I gotta control that inner greedy sam to stop eyeing that ever so shiny japanese sword hanging on top of the shelf in caesars... haha..

With great power comes great responsibility... damn... y did I suddenly say that out... haha oh yeah... I finally watched Spiderman3!!!! omg omg omg itZ so freakin nice... I have to disagree with the critics for downgrading this show... the plot is juZ great... I dun find anything wrong with the length of the movie... hey... since we paid $8.50 for it... might as well juZ make the best of it.... sit till the seats get hot rite... or perhaps numb ur butt a lill.... haha

But itZ rather a torture for me... coZ Im sitting in the 2nd row... haha but i dun realli feel the strain on the neck... coZ the show is juZ great!!! the story slowly moves to the point of venom emerging... and of coZ... sandman... notice how great the CG is? took Sam Raimi (*ahem* as much I would like to be credited for having the same name as him... itZ not me) quite some bit of time to research the quality of sand... how they move under different conditions... but I dun think he'll research on mud ba? ewwww so yucky... haha

I like venom venom!!!!! the venom I read in story book seems abit bigger tho... isnt it? but wat the heck... I like the whole venom suit and that's all I care lolZ... the whole turnoff about him is that he always have to reveal his face when toking to spidy... not having enuff air time I suppose? hehehe

2007-05-06T03:44:00.000-07:00

As I scoured the area looking for signs of life,I confirmed that the coast is clear,there shouldnt be anyone within the next few turns...

I slowly insert my index finger in... twist n turn a bit... It's been so long,I know I had to do it... I can't control my emotions... I've to get rid of the evil pleasure that's hindering my mind for so long...

As I carried on, a figure suddenly appeared out of a turn... damn... I got caught picking my nose -_-''' hahaha

Stupid shit was inside my nose for so long... I know I cant dig in public but I cant breathe with something in my nose... I knew I had to get it out... tot nobody would find out... but turn out a gurl had to see me doing the most digusting thing anyone would have done in the last millenium hahaha but after she past... I carried on... and I was happy... LOLZ!!

Sunday Slack Sam

2007-05-05T20:07:00.000-07:00

Typing nonsense for this entry... cause itZ basically a test to see if my new skin is working well a not muahaha...

Well anyways... came back from camp... after doing my duty... yet again~!~!~!~! -_-''' sick of duties oreadi... altho practically din do anything much but precisely!! wasted my sat doing nothing when I could've been out playing pool or singing haha

Gonna go beach road ltr on... sewing on my corporal rank... and juZ waiting to see that significant rise in pay this coming june... $_$ keke

2007-04-30T06:43:00.000-07:00

Izit true that when pple fall out of love... they tend to vent their anger and frustrations on food by eating them in tons and making sure their tummy stays packed through out the whole day? If that is so... then I must have been out of love every single day of my life hahaha!!

Im hungry~~~ though the McWings meal I ate 1/2hr ago prolly got digested as soon as it enters my mouth... I wanna eat somemore~!~!~! but Im dead broke with no money left in my bank... Im penniless~!~!~! lolZ...

My blog seemed like a total stranger to me... itZ been more than a week since I've last touched it... haha... letZ see... duty on fri... NDP on sat.... duty on sun again... this coming wed duty... sat duty again... hmmZ.... that explains y I hasnt been online as frequently as I ought to be haha...

Seems like the bond with my frenZ back in camp are getting stronger... oh yeah... b4 I continue... Im promoted to CORPORAL as of 2ml!!!! hahaha altho I know itZ still a rank so small and insignificant when I could have been a 2nd lieutenant... but still... the thought of pay increment excites me muahahaha... realli looking forward to my june pay... lalalala~~~

Anyways... back on topic... yeah... getting pretty bonded with more guys in my camp... hehehe... at least I wont feel so singled out...

Shit~!~!~!~! itZ onli like 10 more months to ORD?!?!?!?! AH~~~~~~ long way la~!~!~!~! but luckily time doesnt stop juZ for one person hehehe... keep ticking away dude~~~

2007-04-23T07:27:00.000-07:00

Nuts and vanilla... chunky monkey... sticky chocolate... Damn I missed Ben & Jerry's free cone day... haha anyone managed to at least get a scope of it??

Went for psychiatrist appointment 2day... b4 I even reached the hospital... was actually thinking of wat to tell her... my current problems etc etc... as I entered and watch the door close... seems like my mouth closed along with it... was pretty quiet all the way... and it was quite a quiet session between me and my psychiatrist haha

At least I still managed to highlight some things to her...

Decided I realli needed a break from camp... so I asked if I could have a mc for 2day... now it realli doesnt matter to me whether or not pple think Im faking it juZ so that I could have that extra few hours at home... like it or not... the loathe for the 3 letter organization is still there... and like it or not... I dun care wat other pple think... I juZ wanna get myself treated for wat is realli there... actual problems that are there to actually make my oreadi torn up life a living hell... haha

JuZ as I was about to get my prescription... a call came in... was greeted with a stern voice

"Sam... did she call u??"
"Huh?? dun have ah,heaven heard anything from her... y leh?"
"Something serious happened to her"

The rest is kept confidential... itZ not about my ex or anything... itZ my good fren... and so... I went all the way from the east to the west... haiZ... life is so precious... itZ not something so insignificant that u would juZ dump it away...

Anyways most of the stuffs are censored... *censored**censored**censored**censored**censored**censored**censored**censored**censored**censored**censored**censored**censored*

hahaha... back to camp 2ml~!~!~! should I rejoice??? perhaps after NDP is over and I dun get to go for any exercises... haha

Thanks for the support u guys have given me aight... hehehe life is made meaningful becoZ I've you pple hehehe

2007-04-21T21:14:00.000-07:00

Sitting in front of my computer staring at the monitor for nearly like 20mins... BLANK~~ that's all that's inside my mind... burning so much brain juice and typing nearly nothing for so long... I realise I've not done anything productive for the past few hours...

Alternating my mouse clicks betweens friendster and yahoo.com was what I've been doing... the onli thing productive is that I managed to convince myself life is still something worth living for. Even if my life is gonna be in such an awkward mess now or in the future... I just want to work for my family... top up my mom's cpf account cause I dont want her to have funds lacking in her CPF next time... and topping up my sister's cpf account cause she's gotta lead her own life too...

Also, gotta give my parents monthly income, any mathematician would be able to work out that amount to one month of my salary... I realli dunno what I'll be eating when I start working in the future... but I still wanna live to see that day... hahaha

Rite now... I wanna express my hate... for nobody... hating others would mean I see their shortcomings and dislike it... hating myself would make me realise my own shortcomings and try to change it... there are just so many things I wanna change with this two small hands that I try ever so hard to fully cover my face with... I dun wish to see the world... I dun wish to see the harsh facts of life... itZ just two small hands.......

Every single day Im looking forward to my ORD date... honestly I dun understand why are we working so hard wasting 2yrs of our youth to earn that measly $490 per month... most pple prolly think Im stupid not to sign on my officer course...

I can give a full essay on why it's not worth it... i juZ dun wish to explain it... pple dun see things the way I do... all they know is that officers are something to be proud of ... and being in the government body means ur protected and have an iron bowl... but honestly... whether or not u secure that iron bowl is how much ur willing to keep it...

Indeed u earn alot in 3yrs... but when u go outside to work after that... how much working experience do u have?? are u gonna tell pple u worked as an air traffic controller and ur an officer?? This is the modern era of experience and papers is what certified u that ur at the very least suitable to work in this fast paced lifestyle... previously having diplomas was the quintessential to work... now even degree holders are not guaranteed a job...

Pretty soon... PhD might be the onli solution to securing ur job for a start... the rest... depends on how the world evolves around qualification and money... = )

2007-04-20T21:23:00.000-07:00

Just exactly how much more torture in life can a man take before he finds it so hard to cope that he decides to take his own life... different pple have different stress threshold isnt that right??

Rite now... Im still uncertain about my own... but I dun seem to be taking things too well in my stride...

Topping up my mom's CPF account for paying my education scheme sounds alrite to me... since itZ onli $1.9k... and I tot... alrite... 19months of installment should do the job... but point is... Im onli earning $490 per month... am already eating grass... so if the installment starts now... wat grass am I gonna eat??

I tot of delaying the payment until they came up with the ideal way to earn revenue for their company... by adding a 20% interest rate if I were to delay payment... I couldnt express my gratitude more... at least they forced me to pay up with the little income I work so hard to earn... are they aware that under their "PAY ME BACK MONEY SO THAT I COULD SUCK SOME MONEY AND RETURN THE REMAINING TO YOUR MOM" form that the gender indicates me as M and doesnt that mean I gotta serve army??? doesnt sound alien to any native living in singapore for as long as grandma could remember...

Bah~~~ that's garmen for u... living in a world with strict rules certainly puts strict diet in ur wallet... altho Im guilty of buying myself a DS lite last weekend =X hahaha

But anyways... I gonna see how it goes... either I lose my teeth or I lose my money... either way puts me in a losing end... hahaha...

2007-04-14T19:49:00.000-07:00

Ah~~~ Im sinking into depression again~~~ I know I shouldnt but my thoughts seems so heavy to think properly...

Sometimes I feel like telling everyone to stay away from me... yet I know I need my friends and family...

Realised my health is getting from good to bad and hopefully it doesnt reach pit bottom... Having realli serious runny nose at least once a week... and it happens in camp... which make matters worse coZ we've got work to do... Making things complicated was my fever which came at such perfect timing...

Brushed my teeth yesterday... instead of having digusting wasted toothpaste around my toothbrush... it was replaced with blood all over... -_-''' I din know my gum disease has escalated to such disastrous state... and having gum disease means having bad breathe... which I onli found out yesterday when Irene told me I wasnt smelling pleasant haha...

Rushed to buy one box of clorets and popped 5 of it at one shot haha tot it was suppose to freshen ur breathe?? but then it onli last for awhile... meaning that 50small pieces are there for a reason... to let u keep eating... damn it... i was practically covering my mouth most of the time la... now I dun even dare to tok to any1... how suey can I get man~~~ itZ not as if I din brush my teeth or wat... not as if I din brush properly... so how come I've to kana this kinda lame shit... haha

I totally din enjoy my weekend... 1st... I was sick... next... Im still sick and to top it off... Im having gum disease which causes bad breathe!!!!

Recently started looking at calendar for the yr 2008... yesh... Im very much wanting to ORD... itZ thanks to them... that I went thru the ups and downs in life... thx to A*** I've gotten things which I wouldnt have gotten outside... letZ have a recount of wat wonderful presents I received by serving the A***... depression..... gum disease... weekends burnt... NDP rehearsals

Wow... I should realli give them a big thanks... No wonder they said it's an experience like nothing on earth... now I know why...

Anyways I give up on 2007... I'll use this chance to do something to my teeth 1st... and knowing that SAF doesnt give free service on some dental serivces... I guess itZ gotta come out of my own pocket... this is like so unfair can??? grrr....

2007-04-12T19:24:00.000-07:00

Y am I bloggin so early on a friday morning? CoZ Im on mc!! haha had fever yest... well not onli yest... but the previous day too... haha damn suey man...

Felt like crap during the evening on wednesday... tot I din slp enuff so I decided to juZ bear with it and hope things turn out better the next day... so I got home and popped 2panadols... Went online to do my stuffs and itZ a terrible feeling to be having... coZ itZ both hot n cold inside my body... I dun even know whether I should cover blanket or drink something cold... adding insult to injury... My very hated nose tap came loose... stupid nose was flowing non stop with water which I drank... seems like wat I drank directly came out thru my nose...lolZ...

Anyways I went to bed early around 10.30pm... itZ the 1st time I slpt so early in my own home ever since like how many yrs of unhealthly living in my poly days hahaha... but it felt good to slp early sometimes... = )

Realised I was covering my blanket and taking it off repeatedly... coZ Im still feeling hot and cold!! haha

Woke up the next day feeling a little better... tot everything would be fine... so I went tekong to do some stuffs... itZ onli when the sun starts to shine ever so brightly that I started feeling groggy... runny nose came back... sniffing non stop... doing sudoku under the hot sun while being sick seriously doesnt help making ur life any little better... haha

Went inside air con room to hide awhile... but was later called back to do some line check... check oreadi go back being sweaty... then go out check again... grrrr.... the final line check was the most hated part of the day... becoZ the sun was so hot I can literally smell something burning on my back... after the line check we packed our stuffs and ran to hide inside the air con room b4 we proceed any further... it nv pays to be garang man... Im not going tekong with any sickness again... hahaha

Having a very hot sun wasnt enuff to complete a realli sucky day... coZ it was accompanied by heavy rain!!! omg... I dun think anyone wouldnt fall sick under this kinda weather... but anyways... got home and ate something b4 I went to see the doc...

Waited forever for the doctor k.... when it was my turn next... they gave priority to an army personnel... well... I couldnt say anything... coZ that guy had like two crabs on his shoulder and his son juZ vomitted on the floor few moments ago...

I waited ever so patiently for them to come out... father son came out... but wife and the other son still inside!!! omg~~~ they going for a full family check up?? lolZ!!

Finally... the counter showed 14 and I matched it with the paper I was holding so tightly in my hand... itZ finally my turn!! ... told the doc everything and she checked my temperature... whoppie... 37.9 degrees... same as yesterday... but the thing is... I dun feel as shitty as yest... coZ I can realli feel the heat from my fever... and I couldnt realli feel anything yest... I tot my fever had subsided... so I was pretty shocked to see 37.9 on the thermometer lolZ!!

1 day mc... checked my mc when I got home to make sure itZ the correct date... but realised something... unfit for school/~~work~~ OMG she striked off work!!! how am I suppose to explain to my superior on monday... lolZ!!!

2007-04-08T06:46:00.000-07:00

Things look pretty dark for me few years down the road... cant realli see any light coming out of this endless tunnel...

3yrs ltr... when my sis moves out... Im the one to continue payment of house loan... but b4 that... I've to top up her cpf account for wateva she's been paying till she moves out... which means... for the last few years that she's been living here... can consider she's staying for free ba... but I guess I gotta be fair to her... since I've been living in this house while she's paying oso... so I shouldnt realli burden ur finance...

Once I start finish topping up her account... means im back to paying the remaining amount of this house... as much as it seems unfair to me... I cant realli do anything about it... lolZ!!

I've got 3yrs to start doing watever it takes... rob... steal... beg... borrow... juZ stock up enuff for the troubled times ahead can oreadi hahaha

Still... I have to marry my wife 1st... my love Honda SP~~ hahaha!! there's no way im giving up anything... I definitely have to buy her... that eases the transportation... and hopefully... if anything bad should happen... I'll meet u guys in heaven lolZ!!!

2007-04-07T19:37:00.000-07:00

Darn it... started my day early with a sore back... not sure if it's sore or wat... dun see any swelling... but that spine nerve has been pricking my body... practically immobilizing my whole upper body... so wat can I do?? move my fingers... and that means sitting in front of the computer moving my fingers... muahahaha...

I couldnt go to church becoZ of it... = ( wanna take a needle and keep poking my back =X haha juZ kiddin...

And lucky for me... that pain hasnt stopped my mouth from talking... which means i can surf net and sing!!! muahahaha... life aint that bad... hope it continues for a few more days so I dun need to go back camp =X hahaha

2day is the day where Christ resurrected!! All Hail Thy King~~~ hahaha part two of my gospel... continued from friday hahaha

Guys... as u all know... NDP coming real soon... and that means I've lesser time... pls do miss me more often k coZ I'll be missing u guys like crazy too hehehe dun blame me if my blog dies down soon... nonetheless... i'll still be trying to blog every available sunday... provided I recover fast enuff from my clubbing saturday nites hahaha

Went towning with irene yesterday... initially wanted to watch TMNT but then we both got caught in the rain... and by then... the tickets had oreadi sold out... oh come on~~ that movie is like 3weeks old and still everyone is watching them... hahaha so we wanted to go sing ktv at partyworld... damn ex can!! so we tot mayb we'll sing lounge.. but Im shy~~~ =X hahaha so ended up... went cine to play pool... muahahaha felt bad for thrashing irene so badly... =X kekeke anyways... in order to train her to be a better pool player... I've to thrash her... lolZ!!!

I wan so keen on eating KFC can!! but then realise that stupid chicken place closed for a new fast food chain I think... damn~~~~ WHERE CAN I FIND KFC IN TOWN?!?!?!?!?! hahaha

While dining at Burger King... we started complaining and complaining... about how our partners treated us... and of coZ... a temporary new solution popped out... in order to keep our minds bZ... decided to go for more shopping... muahahahaha!!!!

And so.... the day ended with sore feet and a broken back... hahaha

2007-04-07T08:01:00.000-07:00

Why is everything in such a mess... I dun get it... I dun get it at all...

To that certain someone... read my nick... If u juZ spread ur legs and invite any guy in... ur worse than a whore coZ ur cheap... oh no... wait... ur free!!

Relax guys... aint toking about my recently ended failed r/s... referring to someone who juZ played a fool out of my good fren...

No names mentioned here... typing that name out burns more brain juice than reading a book...

Sometimes I wonder why certain gurls juZ like to slp around... okok... I understand the sense of excitement on cheating on ur bf... like being on the edge of danger... but geesh... u juZ lowered ur worth...

Anyways... I dun care... slp around all u wan... if ur juZ finding that right size to fit into... boO~~~ worthless whore~~~

There... all anger vented... realised I sounded like a gurl... lolZ... but hey... guys have the rights to bitch dun they?? lolZ...

2007-04-06T02:29:00.000-07:00

It's Good Friday!!! the day when Jesus died... = ( but not to be sad... he resurrected 3days ltr... hahaha ok shall not bore u guys out with blibical stuffs... hahaha anyways... hope u guys are happy enjoying ur HOLIDAY outside while as for me... im still in camp doing duty... yesh... I repeat... still in camp doing duty... hahahaha so happy enjoying the day without me ah hahaha!!!

HmmZ... things have kinda been going on the up and down hill... quite bumpy... but then... I'll still pull thru no matter wat... juZ gotta get this stupid NS thingy over and done with... then it's realli one big burden off my shoulder... hehehe...I've always been saying... if there's time muZ get out of camp... dun waste time in camp... but yest I booked in at 11.30pm so that I could stay here and take over duty 2day instead of slping back home and coming here early in the morning... I da bao mcdonald's back to eat... and I kinda enjoyed the life hahaa coZ I've the whole room to myself lolZ... I dunno y im spending my time in camp ah... but then I still do miss my family... = ( dunno how long nv see them le hahaha

Anyways... duty 2day quite slack... I going to complete my game le hahahaha realli free until can complete game sia hahaha!!!

Should I buy Nintendo DS??? realli feel like damn fun leh... super interactive especially with their game Nintendogx or something hehehe.... pple pls give me opinion... I realli in dilema hahahaha

2007-03-31T20:56:00.000-07:00

boO~~~ im back again hehe,recently quite enthu about bloggin eh,lolZ.. coZ I think I've alot to complain about my life ba,back to bitching again... lolZ...

Well anyways, went to eat suki sushi with ah si, his gf caslin and irene... at C.C.K Lot1... whoppie... as usual... once we reached we juZ ordered like there's no 2ml... kinda shocked to see the quantity of food coming in... guess we ordered abit too much? but none the less... with me and ah si... it juZ goes to waste at the bottom of our tummy... oh wait... our tummy is bottomless lolZ...

Took a few pic... shall post it here once I figure out how... hahaha sorry but im a blog idiot...

Half way thru globbing down our ever so delicious salmon... ah si told me he going pak tor with his gf ltr... and since irene going driving lessons ltr... that leaves me all the way alone in the west side of singapore!!!! hahaha damn it... still need to wait quite for them to return so we could go ktv at cuppage road... grrr.... so after filling our tummy... which paralysed half of my body... haha we all went to play arcade... hmmZ... so long since i last touched the start button...

And it was time for the couple to have some times to themselves... and so they left leaving irene n me behind hahaha.... went shopping... walk like 1 1/2hrs when there's clearly nothing for us to walk oreadi haha... oh yeah... went to eat Ya Kun... 1st time eating sia!!!! hahahaha the bread was good... but I think itZ roughly the same compared to the ones we make at home =X hehehe... which means... we make good bread toast too hehehe

And it was time for irene to go driving lessons... leaving me alone!!! went back to arcade rot... and I seriously do mean rot!!! hahaha after quite awhile I went to the library read up on cats... learned abit on how to keep them indoors... bathe them and toilet train them... requires some hardwork which I dun have the time to spare... Im not even home 5days of a week... and since NDP is coming up... I wont even get the chance to see my home... hahaha

KC finally reached around 7.45pm... and back to our hobby... playing pool -_-''' hahaha irene joined after finishing her driving... js oso come after quite some time... and the 3 of us waited for ah si...

OFF WE GO TO KTV!!!!!!! hehehe

Everything from there on is juZ singing n singing n singing....... hehehe

2007-03-30T21:12:00.000-07:00

Finally finished shooting my range yesterday... sianZ diao... tot I could be able to get marksman... but damn it... luck wasnt on my side... practice shot i manage to score 9/12 for day shoot... when it comes to the actual shooting... I guess I was too stressed on getting that marksman that I onli scored 6/16 hahaha... in the end I gotta go for my reshoot... and guess wat... I scored 13/16 for my reshoot... wth!!! hahaha...

Too bad they cant keep the reshoot score... so I juZ went to the nite shoot with a dampened spirit... I realli like nite shooting,coZ itZ all dark and i can score better at nite... and I scored 8/12 for it... hehehe not that good oso la... but to me... Im happy with my score altho Im realli shocked that I've to go for reshoot in the afternoon... coZ I hardly fail my shooting!!! hahahaha

Well anyways... this stupid staff sergeant was aiming me the whole nite until I realli damn pissed off... luff at me... then ask me go count bullet... and at nite when we're checking for live ammo... he came to shoot a few sentences off me... wah... damn shoik hor... gan me until like damn fun...

Din realli have to f me one lohZ... everyone oso put down their weapon and check for live ammo on their own body... I oso doing the same thing... y fuck me alone? finding fault with me?? trying to play rank with me??? Either case... I juZ let him say me... I dun realli care,im getting out of this stupid place in a 1yr's time... as for him... carry on wearing ur No.4 and serving the nation u stupid regulars... hahaha...

Back to camp... oil our weapon... then I did one of the most dumbest thing... I 4got to squeeze the trigger b4 sending back the weapon... wah kaoZ~~~~ kana f by another staff sergeant... basket... lolZ... I think I going to sign at least 3extra liaoZ... no more weekends for me I think haha = (

2007-03-26T07:37:00.000-07:00

Some would say, love is vicious cycle... others beg to differ...

Well, I wouldnt exactly call it a retribution, everyone goes through this feeling more or less... onli that itZ pure coincidence it happened after me altho she's being in the exact same situation I was in...

What I found scary was that she said the exact same words to him as I said to her when feeling insecure becoZ the other party couldnt give them that attention. Why must she go through the same thing as I did, does she have to feel the pain I felt? It's already enuff that I went thru it,but y her too? I just dun understand how life works...

Im not saying I still love her or anything, I juZ wouldnt wan anyone to be in the same stupid situation I landed myself in... that feeling sux... to the very core...

Well, juZ hope that guy dun say the exact same words to her like what she said to me... = )

Went to tekong to do some line check. itZ been a realli long time since I've laid footprints on that forgotten island... hahaha realli feels quite good to be back now that we're going there for business and not to get tekan... whiew... realli had alot of memories and i picked it up as the rover drove past the grenade course... the route march and etc etc...

Line checking wasnt suppose to be that tedious... altho 2day something did screw up... not on our side tho... hehehehe still it wasnt rectified... so we went on to head back to singapore hahaha... and many thanks to my sir... coZ he let us go back home from there... kekeke... man I miss this kinda stay out life lolZ...

Well,about time to cuddle under my blanket... hehehe oh yeah, very much addicted to this song by Elva... called biao bai... very catchy~!~!~!~!~! hahahaha

2007-03-25T01:23:00.000-07:00

Well, all's well ends well hahaha something that started so soon wasnt meant to last... sort out my thoughts... 1stly... finish army... buy bike 1st... makes transportation easier... hahaha then save money for studies... kekeke...

Seems like when reaching my age... having a goal in life is important... as well as being financially stable and have a stable career... and having a degree is like the basic mininum one would need to work in this fast paced society... and so... better start to be more practical in life... can't always play play... still... that doesnt mean I cant have time to myself to enjoy... hahaha I'll still play pool watch movie and club!!! not forgetting ktv-ing with my regulars~~ lolZ!!

Speaking of which... sang out my voice yesterday at party world... hahaha... damn... itZ been quite awhile since I've had so much fun singing... altho yesterday onli a few of our gang... but still... very much enjoyable haha will be looking forward till ah sen returns from taiwan... then itZ clubbing and ktv!!! of coZ... wouldnt be doing that so often... I still need tt damn $$$ for my bike!!!! hahahaha

Seems like my mood is slowly recovering... and seems like the thought of going back to camp wasnt depressing anymore... of coZ I still hate going back to camp... but the life there is much better compared to infantry i guess... that being said

I prolly might seek help next month onwards... coZ NDP is coming up and we're involved in setting up the PA system!!!! ARG!!!! few weeks from now I'll realli hate to go back to that damn camp hahahaha

2007-03-21T07:47:00.001-07:00

Life has been normal 2day,no unusual happenings that threatens to endanger my oreadi so unlucky life... hahaha... juZ stayed home and recuperate... realli had alot of time to think... but thank goodness I wasnt thinking towards the negative and I was held up by my frenZ online... thanks to u guys for keeping me company... hehehe...

Now i feel so blessed and happy that so many pple actually cared for me... ^^ hehehe... that being said... mayb being single isnt that bad afterall... hehehe still... it comes with the pros n cons... no one to love and be loved... hahaha

Oh well... back to camp 2ml... gotta drag my feet out of bed all the way back to camp... and hopefully by 2ml... CGH has oreadi replied to my email... still hasnt seen any reply from them yet... better be doing some investigations by now...

Anyways... fri is approaching~!~!~!~! and after much thought... I shall tahan these few months... save the money and buy my Katana~~~ and perhaps... buy Nintendo DS lite... hehehe the games like so fun to play~~~~~ oh my~~~~ but all these... shall have to come after NDP... sort of a way to spoil myself after all the hardwork put into NDP hehehe

2007-03-21T01:55:00.000-07:00

In case u guys are wondering wat I've been up to the whole day at home... well here it is...

Writing complain letter to CGH regarding a particular doctor I found so "happy" to see... haha... kinda messy so dun kill me... lolZ

Dear Sir/Mdm, I would like to feedback about my experiences at Changi General Hospital yesterday, 20/03/07, at approximately 10.15pm.I understand the usual long waiting time to see the doctor and so I was quite acceptable about it as long as I get my illness treated. However,when it was my turn to see the doctor, I was met with some unhappy experience.
This particular doctor, Dr RXXXXXX Tan of Room 2 at the A&E department has left with me the impression that I wasnt that important a patient.

Ifelt like I was being rushed out of the treatment room. I started by saying I had diahorrea which had been bothering me for the whole day and he did the necessary procedure to diagnose my illness. I added on by saying I've had foot rot which he proceeded to ask where and so I told him it's at the bottom of my foot. What surprised me was that he just took a glance at it without even seeing the seriousness of it.

Furthermore I said I was experiencing some pain on the bottom of my foot which I inflicted during my exercises in camp that very day and hedidn't seem the least bit interested as he just asked me to rest. He asked me to rest well through out the night and gave me a MC for 20/03/07 inclusivewhich covers light duty for 21/03/07. I told Dr RXXXXXX that I had to wake up early to book in to camp as I'm living in bedok and my camp is in Yishun. He told me to call my camp and ask for a new timing by telling them I've got light duty for 21/03/07. In any case, light duty only covers activities in camp and doesnt affect the book in timing. I thought maybe he did not understand what I was trying to put across to him and so I further explained to him that I had to wake up at 5.30am and reach camp by 7.30am and the distance from bedok to yishun isn't near at all. He carried on to say the same thing; to call my camp and tell them I'm having light duties for that day. I asked if it is possible to perhaps extend my MC till afternoon and I stressed on the time when I had to wake up but still received the same reply.
He wanted me to rest and yet was reluctant to extend my MC till afternoon. On normal book in days, I don't mind waking up at 5.30am to go back to camp but the fact that it was already so late like near 11.00pm in hospital and by the time I get to bed it would have already been 12am. Since he wanted me to rest and the mininum rest an individual needs is at least 7hrs of slp. How is called rest when I slp at 12.am and wake up at 5.30am and to add on to injury, I've still got the pain on the bottom of my feet. I felt like I wasn't being treated properly.
I totally respect their profession and understand that they've many patients to attend to, but it would totally help if they could at least be abit more attentive. I wanted to write in earlier but I didn't want to do this out of anger. Therefore I took time to rationalise my thoughts and realise I had to inform you all about my bad experience because I fear he may treat other patients the same way. Thank you for taking time out to read my feedback and hope to hear from you soon. = )
Yours sincerely, Sam Ang

2007-03-17T20:48:00.000-07:00

A life that's so demanding
I get so weak

A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

2007-03-17T19:23:00.000-07:00

Why is it that you say you still like me when you're trying so hard to forget me by occupying your mind with all your work and activities... it's pretty obvious you don't even wish to give it another try don't ya... so why am I still willing to give it one last try when you clearly wish for it to be over with...

I guess............. what they say is really true... You'll only feel the pinch when you trully gave it your all.... and I feel the hurt... so much that it makes me sick thinking of all the lies said to me...

Walking out of church this morning, I felt a great comfort... saw the kids and they made me so softhearted just by looking at their faces... so much joy just being young... when you grow up... problems start to pile up... really wish for them to enjoy every moment they have now... and surprising... I wasn't all that angry and pissed anymore... Dont you just love the Lord = )

2007-03-17T07:10:00.000-07:00

Just when I thought life couldnt get much worse... my computer has to go haywire on me... eh no... seriously... juZ wat is life trying to bring upon me... filled with misery and pain and suffering is it??

1st i got dumped... next i came back from exercise I fell sick so badly, make things worse... my stupid warrant officer gotta activate me... i admit it was mistake on my part for saying im the stand by for the day... but surely u saw me sneezing like fook rite... inhumane ah... basket... still activate me... basket...

Now computer wan spoil... trying to test my patience limit isit... I realli feel like blowing up... life is not as wat it was now... dun make me flare up n starting killing everything that comes my way... I dun wish for it to happen... so dun piss me off... juZ who am I warning here??? no one... boO~~~~ I'll take wat life has to throw at me... I wont die that easily!!!!

Felt so much better after my previous post... until my com has to piss me off... but then still... it felt great to say things out in the open... no one to complain to... so here I'm... complaining to this poor blog... if it had feelings... it'll prolly shut me out of blogging... hahaha

2007-03-17T02:06:00.000-07:00

Does anything realli matter now? why is it when I gave my everything... pple still gotta doubt me... doesnt my actions show much of it oreadi?? I dun get it... I dun get it at all... does life realli have to be so cruel to me?? give me something so much sought after... yet snatch it away from me...

I wont point the middle finger to life itself... I can onli point it to myself for what I've done to myself this very day... I did say I'll change drastically if the person I love so much bastard me... well... so I guess that's it... start of my playing career... not like there's anyone who likes me... but then I wont be that nice to anyone anymore...

Dun tok about talking things out nicely... when ur keeping so much inside u... why do u have to keep all that painful thoughts inside of ur oreadi weakened heart... am i that bad to tok to?? am I always shouting at everything u have to say... why do I have to put myself thru to hearing ur complains every single nite...

When Im sick... why am I made to go thru this alone... y do u have to be so selfish?!?!?! dun mind me... juZ doing shout outs... altho solely aimed at u... but still... venting frustrations online is one good way to keep nonsense out of my brain...

Why do I have to give so much to someone whom I tot I'll last and in the end was being told "I'm forcing myself to like you" I understand ur insecurities and all... reading thru ur blog once more onli made me teared so much unnecessary water... "Is there realli such a thing as a Happy Ending?" sounds awfully fimilar but I dunno why u have to think so much...

Dun worry... I'll find the courage and strength to pull out that knife that's stuck so obviously out of my heart... If one day I manage to do that... I'll realli put that knife so nicely up in my closet and remind myself that gals juZ lie and lie and hurt me coZ Im like a teddy bear so nice to hug at 1st... but so easily dumped coZ they thought I've no feelings...

Mayb from then I'll realise that it's not worth giving my all becoZ lies seemed like reality when told by a great liar...

2007-03-16T05:47:00.000-07:00

Nearly 1month nv update oreadi... seems like time seem to fly quite fast eh... hmmZ... anyways... itZ all over btwn me and her... at least for now... that's wat she wanted so that's wat Im giving her... dun wanna add on any much stress to her...

HaiZ... things have rather been on the downfall lately... dunno when I tend to get so much of this kinda shit and being left all along to climb back up on my feet... -_-''' altho feeling kinda fucked up... but then that's life... if itZ not meant to be... it will nv be urs...

Told me that we're more of good frenZ now... so that's how Im taking it... = ) anyways... I'll slowly take my time... if there's still hope btwn us... I'll glady wait for that day to come... thing is now that she's got more private time to herself... so she's more open to choices that she seems suitable for her... jealousy is all I can feel but then me and her have no more relation... so juZ keep it to myself ya...

Sometimes I wonder... is it a good thing that we've become wat we've become nw... coZ thinking back juZ a few days ago... when Im so sick... told her im sick she realli din bother much... nt even as a fren??? I dunno... juZ find that everytime Im being left to handle things myself... mayb that's how I've gotten so much stronger than b4...

But anyways... juZ taking things slowly ba... now I've my life back to... hopefully I've got more time to spend with my other frenZ who've been dying so hard to see me... = ) I miss them so badly... especially mian,peng, rebx, belle and sly... still there's others I wanna see... hope to see ya guys soon yup~~ ^_^

2007-02-22T01:55:00.000-08:00

Ooi,wat happened to my tagboard sia,hahaha after a little while disable liaoZ ah hahaha... anyways I dun realli have much time to blog so no choice hahaha haiZ... time ah time... y dun I have got enuff time = ( hahaha

2007-01-06T19:56:00.000-08:00

Definitely dunno watZ happening to me,getting more and more easily agitated recently,I seriously dunno y,janice said it was becoZ I din get enuff slp but then I usually oso din get enuff slp yet I wasnt so easily fed up b4... hmmZ... wanna see the psychiatrist but then Im still on course... cant find time to go see them... and I need to book dental appointment as requested by my gurl coZ my teeth kept bleeding for nothing hehe

Well anyways... went to watch Night in the museum on friday nite after that I book out... b4 that I went to her brother's sec sch orientation... made me miss my old times in secondary school... and then I met Miss Anna Tan!!!! My sec 2 math teacher... damn fierce one... but then now she like a bit more feminine... hahaha... so after the whole orientation thingy we went down to eat the food catered by the sch... went to take the rice... as usual la... army pple eat alot... then they use those small scoops... so I kept asking them to add somemore add somemore add somemore hahaha

Right after we finished eating we went to home and I helped to carry the bags... lolZ... for a sec 1 kid he sure took alot to school for the 2days camp hahaha... reached their house... put the stuffs,gerger went to grab her jacket and off we went to century square to watch movie hehehe

Back to the movie... very very nice and exciting leh!!! hahaha nice story plot oso... so it doesnt make things seem to ridiculous haha... itZ definitely a show worth watching ^^

Sat activity was as usual... this time realli is rotting around... coZ gerger was wearing her new boots... which looks fabulous on her hehehe... but her leg was very tired... so we went to coffee bean to slack there while waiting for ah sen hahaha... sometimes I feel so happy that my gurl clicked so well with my frenZ... at least I get to spend time both with her and my frenZ hehehe

But she was somehow weird yest... held my hand but after that went to adjust her hair or do other stuffs... I went to hold her hands oso same thing... made me feel like she doesnt wanna hold my hand like that... so I din take the initiative to hold her hands again... and she was realli quite weird yest... tok to her oso not responsive one... hmmZ...

But anyways... gonna go beach road later make my dog tag... 2ml got guard duty liaoZ lo... sianZ sianZ!!!! haiZ... hahaha this whole week wed thurs n fri go outfield exercise... after this xiong week should be a normal week... then followed by another xiong week... but after that... Signals course is finished!!! and I'll officially be a signaller liaoZ hahaha but go back chong pang camp sianZ liaoZ... still gotta do so many duties...

Means more weekends being burnt... haiZ = ( y is the army sho cruel... train RP for wat when in the end we still gotta guard our own camp -_-''' hahaha

But realli looking forward to the chalet this sat... ah sen celebrating his bday!!!! hahahaha... can go have fun with them liaoZ hehehehe

2007-01-01T18:28:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year 2007!!!!! muahaha... so fast itZ 2007 oreadi... now Im looking forward to 2008 lolZ!!! then can faster ORD liaoZ... alot of stupid army suey things have been happening to me... but then itZ not gonna put me down... looking forward to my 1yr of service... then itZ left with another 1 yr of service where I can then point the middle finger to green...

Spent everyday of this week with my gurl and itZ sho wonderful that she doesnt find it boring sticking with me everyday hehehe... well anyways... we've been to sho much places for this few days that I've 4gotten which day we did wat ... hahaha... but one bad thing was I made her cry during new year eve... = ( all the way till 12.00am when she sees the fireworks and was very attracted by it like a lill kid... lolZ... after that she's ok hahaha!!

Right here... wanna wish everyone who's viewing my blog a very Happy new year oh~~~ no matter how tough things are... grid ur teeth and pull thru each day... step by step... u'll find that 1 day has past... 1week has past... 1month has past... ^^ itZ a very optimistic way to think of getting thru life... but I dun practice wat I preach... lolZ... I find it very very hard to get past my army life... I live thru every single day cursing and swearing at the greens~~~ hahaha

Anyways... gonna book in tonite... haiZ... back to suffering inside liaoZ hahaha... altho itZ slack... but as long as Im dawning that uniform... itZ a torture for me... hahaha

2006-12-28T18:15:00.000-08:00

Entering my 3rd day of holiday liaoZ muahaha this week is quite easy to get by... booked in on Christmas nite itself... slpt till tuesday morning go for lessons... tahan 1 day... initially I was asked to be the Course IC... but then I realli cant take any major appointments... so I told Sgt Ang that I cant do it... I've got doctor certifying I got anxiety disorder... so it was switched back to Kelvin... somemore he 31st helping me cover my guard duty... owe him too much man haha...

Well anyways... after tuesday pass... juZ looking forward to wednesday... coZ itZ our camp's Safety day... then we juZ had sports in the morning... after that... it was 1/2day off and 28th & 29th is block leave... means we leave all the way till 2nd Jan... haha... but the thing is... gotta book in on tuesday nite... -_-''' hahahaha sianZ la.... ok la... better than waking up so early in the morning to book in...

MuZ stay optimistic... after I tahan that week... means we're left with around 3weeks to finish my signals course... altho the time there very hard to pass... but then... hopefully I wont get irritated easily... coZ my attitude has been rather weird lately... hahaha... time to pay a trip to the psychiatrist? hahaha

2006-12-23T19:28:00.000-08:00

It's another week gone!!! Whiew... seems quite fast eh... coZ I went to Signals Institute from monday till now hahaha... kinda hard to get by... coZ as usual... itZ stay in... always looking forward to booking out...

HaiZ... kana aim all the way from monday to friday juZ becoZ Im was once an officer cadet... so do everything oso kana aim... grrr... but anyways... onli there for 6weeks... hope i can tahan... after that... going back to Chong Pang Camp...and Im sho happy becoZ johnathan leong is going to my Squadron oso!!!!! hahahahaha looking forward to crapping with him again hahaha...

Anyways... went out the whole nite yesterday as usual... but this time... I nv club!!!! hahahah so Hongling u can 4get about scolding... hehehe anyways... I wont be clubbing tt often... coZ I give it up for my gf liaoZ unless she wans to club... hahahaha... so u wont have much chance to scold me... lalalala hehehehe...

Back to topic... went to watch Death Note 2 at cine yest!!!! hahahahaha sho nice to watch can... altho the plot is different from the manga... but none the less... itZ still very nice... very unexpected hahaha... L is sho funny and cute lohZ... and I have to constantly assure u guys... Im not gay!!!! hahahaha

2006-12-15T20:03:00.000-08:00

It's been nearly a week since my eggday... time flies sho fast... = ( but anyways... felt good being a total civilian for 1whole week hahahaha!! I dun wan it to end sho soon~~~~ damn the army!!!! =X oops... wont get sued rite? hahaha

My signals course starting soon le... sianZ... still left with 3months and I found have served my 1yr of service... damn long ah!!!! hahahaha... nvm... think positive... I think i very long nv eat my anti depressant pill... ttZ y Im feeling sho much anxiety again hahahaha...

Later gonna go out liaoZ... meeting ah sen they all... go play pool or something hehehehe very long nv play pool le... sure kana trashed by sen again -_-''' hahaha wanna go MOS 2nite!!! din manage to go last week due to the overflow of pple who din manage to get to go zoukout hahaha...

SianZ ah... think of my signal course I oreadi sianZ alot le hahaha... stupid norvin... gonna ORD in June... by the time he ORD.... i still got..... 9months~~~~!~!~! omg omg omg... better stop thinking of figures... hahahaha

2006-12-11T18:49:00.000-08:00

I can fore-see this entry is gonna be damn long coZ I know very long nv update oreadi hahaha!! letZ see,fri went out with Janice,ask her pei me go watch Flags of our fathers... wah kaoZ... the battle scene not bad la hehehe but then... quite draggy and wordy... slpt 3times inside the cinema until Janice had to keep poking me to wake me up lolZ!!

After the show we both went to take NR7 home... luckily it reaches near her house... if not I'll feel guilty for dragging her out lolZ!!

Sat was a day I was looking forward to... coZ I was planning to eat pizza hut since Hongling told me she can give me 25% discount,kekeke... ok b4 this... gotta thank carmen for wishing me happy bday in ur blog hahaha she asked me to write about her... lolZ... ok I wont 4get to link u in my blog oso de,dun worry hehehe sang me the whole bday song in ur blog rite lolZ... wait till ur bday comes then I'll call u and sing to u ah... but I think u oreadi overseas by then le hahahaha!!

Jov oso very sweet,wish me happy bday in ur msn nick hahaha... sho happy to know all of u pple ^^

Well anyways,back to sat... met up with who ah... letZ see... tt day very dreamy... so I muZ recall who I went out with hahahaha... starting got me irene and kc... then we walk walk and noisy here and there as usual... after that who came ah... me... irene leo and kc hahaha ... b4 that Leo treated me to tiramisu at coffee bean... was damn surprised wor... very very nice to makan hahahaha... thanks Leo ^^ ok back to pizza hut... order family feast or something ah... got quite alot of things to makan... but then I dunno y... diahorrea twice... wah kaoZ... tt day tummy not feel good hahahaha

Hongling nv give us the bowl for the soup... or hor!!!! hahahaha then after that paid bill after the 25% discounted price onli adds up to 54 I think hahaha...

After that Janice came to join us... and we made our way to MOS!!!! keke go there immediately faint on the spot... so many freaking pple!!!! 3times the usual crowd leh hahahaha so crowded we decided to go Dbl O... heng the crowd there still not bad kekekeke... managed to get in... but then we switch O bar and Dbl O... switch until we oso damn pek cek... but tt time I dun realli care le... coZ I oreadi 1/2 seh hahaha... cant even stand straight lolZ... Janice oso cant stand straight... hahaha

In the end... Sen and his gf came to find us... whiew... right on time kekeke... after that Bon kiat and one other person came... hahaha followed by Joel and Xueyuan!!!! hahahaha whoppie... wat a fun nite for me... I love it when all my frenZ gathered 2gether hehehehehe

Sunday was pure outing with sec sch frenZ hahaha met them 2 go snowcity!!!!! actually seeing that itZ a slope... quite lame la... onli go there play slide like that... but then itZ the process of being with frenZ that make it worthwhile hehehehe... Sun got Fok... Amy Ray and Pei pei me go play snowcity hehehehe after that we split up... Ray n pei pei go home 1st... becoZ Pei pei's parents called... then Ray accom her back... Amy went to eat with family... left me and Fok... we both go eat pepperlunch!!!! hahahaha... whoppie... we both make until like porridge... =X oops... accidentally poured too much soy sauce hahahahah but then realli very nice wor... I wanna go eat again!!!!! kekekeke

K la... letZ stop here for the moment... type until my hand pain le hahahaha... Anyways... right here... I wanna thank every single pple who have sent me their birthday wishes... I love u guys so much!!!!!! ^_^

2006-12-04T05:13:00.000-08:00

1st day reporting at Chom Pang camp... filled with anxiety as usual... waited for Norvin to come and bring me to camp... 1st day oreadi learn got alot of stuffs le... then saw Soonyong hahaha that sucker is the ops spec for the day... go in immediately box him hahaha

Considered quite a tiring day ba... altho din realli do anything much... but gotta settle this settle that... learn this learn that... see until my headache starts to come back... sianZ... now itZ aching like hell... I wanna die le la~~~~ tong si ren le hahaha

Well anyways... kinda troublesome for me now... gotta travel to CMPB and back to Chom Pang Camp... then wed gotta go CGH for my neurology and back to camp again... Im travelling back and forth hahaha

2006-12-02T21:38:00.000-08:00

Went to Boy Boys Toyz with KC yesterday... ah si suppose to come meet us de... but he kana recalled back... so in the end... left me and KC two gays go there see cars and gers hahahaha... the featured area need to pay money 2 go in one wor... $5... dun think itZ worth it ba... that's y we both dun wanna go in hahaha

Then went SITEX walk walk... very big exhibition lohZ... the train to expo and back was damn jam pack hahaha... went to see the new iPod Nano... very nice leh... feel like buying... but then I oreadi got le... wat for buy another... BUT!!! i using up my 2GB le lolZ... somemore the wheel click much nicer to feel than mine hehe... dun be greedy... got one enuff le... muZ control my retail therapy... itZ making me broke hahaha...

So bought a BK burger half way... din know their burger so freakin expensive... one stupid Mushroom Swiss burger without the meal oreadi cost $4++ liaoZ... -_-''' after filling a little portion of my tummy... went to town makan Pepper Lunch!!!! hahaha kinda dragged kc along with me... hahaha he kept complaining all the way from the time I met him till we go home he still complaining hahaha... but then I heck it and juZ drag him everywhere I go lolZ... go Pepper Lunch we both had a duel... that asshole keep putting the brown sugar... whereas me as usual... keep putting soy sauce... so we had a very sweet plate... and the other plate was very salty... guess we both were trying to tahan the overly concentrated seasoned food we're having on our table hahaha... but it was nice anyhow... ^^

Went to play pool while waiting for Irene to come... that ger is always late as usual... meet her 7.30 she 6.30 then wake up hahaha so we go play pool 1st... play until me and KC almost wanted to kill each other... my balls never went in!!!!! even straight ball oso cant aim properly!!!!! then he got pissed... coZ he's like playing against a noob... and im oso very pissed coZ I kept missing every single shot!!!! hahahaha and so... we stopped playing... we had to stop... if not we'll realli end up killing each other hahaha...

And so,we made our way to heeren... go there gai gai... shun bian see.... you-know-who la hahaha... wait for irene come... oreadi 9++ liaoZ... wah kaoZ... damn long ah... hahaha pei her eat LJS... then we continued our "adventure" by walking around somemore... finally decided to go party world sing KTV hahaha

Another nite out where I wasted uneccessary money on cab again!!!!!! WAIT FOR NR7 1HR STLL HASN'T COME!!!! WTH IS WRONG WITH TRANS ISLAND!!!!! I dun care if their spies or stupid pple sees this msg... BUT UR SERVICE REALLI SUX!!!! I HAD ENUFF WAITING FOR YOUR FUCKING BUS WHEN IT'S NEVER ON TIME!!!!! GO AHEAD AND SUE ME... THIS ONLY PROVES THAT YOUR SERVICE SUX AND U DUN WANNA ADMIT...

There... felt much better... honestly... I dun give a damn if they wanna sue me... if they realli think their bus arrives on time every single saturday... they wont realli bother about a small brat like me... unless they oreadi got sick of the complain letters they received from the numerous pissed off pple waiting at the busstop for 1hr ++ like dimwits and upon seeing another complain letter from me... they prolly find it best to use this chance to increase their annual revenue by suing pple who defame them for providing untimely bus services... hahaha

So anyway... starting my life as a PTE Sam Ang 2ml... gonna be a signaller at Chom Pang Camp liaoZ... hehehe... new life... hope everything turns out well... juZ faster finish this course can oreadi hahaha

2006-12-01T20:53:00.000-08:00

My feet felt heavy yesterday everywhere I walk... It's my last day in Air Force School, guess I wont be seeing that place anymore... Come Monday,I'll be at Chom Pang Camp as a signaller liaoZ...Cherished my every moment there with Ngiam, Edmund and Leong...

I was dragging my feet because I realli cant bear to leave that place, especially with the wonderful pple I met here... = ( but oh well... I chose this path,since they oreadi posted me out,nothing I can do oso... haiZ...

Master Lim treated me to Teh for breakfast... then we both tok tok tok... realli enjoyed toking to him man haha... he is the kind of pple I'll gladly work for... yeah... too bad itZ my last day toking to him oreadi sobs sobs... anyways... after the Teh session... go back TMS rot there... played connect four with Leong... muahahaha we both had a tough few battles but was totally shagged out after one of the match that lasted for like.... 15mins hahaha

Took bus home,walking very very slowly oso,my last day wearing my No.3 uniform with officer cadet rank... no more 3 white stripes on my shoulder... took me 15mins to reach home from my busstop... which is usually a 5min walk... reached home... slowly took off my top... took a last look at my uniform... and said Goodbye to my rank and name... = ( I was tearing off yesterday when I removed my rank and name tag from my uniform... My last day as OCT Sam Ang

Called yong juZ now,told him I'll be posted to 160 Sqn, juZ nice he's a sergeant n he said he'll pull me to help him do work muahahaha... sometimes power does play a part... hehehe too bad I entered later than them... If I entered 1st... perhaps get into ADA officer course... then mayb Im the one pulling the strings hahaha... oh man... I love my friends so much hahaha

2006-11-29T07:44:00.000-08:00

Whoppie~~ woke up early this morning play maple,reached lvl40 le,wear new hat but then power still lousy haha sobs sobs... the road to 3rd adv job still long =( haha so anyways... watch my downloaded movie... "The Honeymooners" freaking hilarious,cant stop luffing all the way while munching on my Calbee Hot & Spicy desu!!!! very hot neh,drink alot of water till I keep going toilet hahaha

Went to find mommy and accompany her to the hospital and do her check up,freaking hospital so big,walk here and there... turn here and there... see signboard here and there... walk 10mins then got there lolZ!!... kinda funny... the doc aint realli good in chinese,then my mom had to keep repeating herself hahaha... and so... I asked "na ke yi yi de mah?" he huh alot of times... ok... change channel "so can it be cured?" haha basket!!! my chinese got so lousy meh hahaha

So doc ask her go do X-ray on her index,omg the doc cannot make it la,left finger go write right finger... then at the counter still have to confirm say is left finger and not right finger hahaha... so done everything... took about 3hrs!!!! omg... and the med they gave my mom... bth ah .. enuff to last 3months... one of them contained like... 270tablets haha... total cost up to 93.37 lohZ... freaking expensive med... my mom going broke le hahaha

2006-11-28T04:04:00.000-08:00

Went to the polyclinic early in the morning hoping I could faster come back and slp,mei xiang dao,there are 65 pple who are more hardworking than me,reached there earlier than me haha!! in the end,still took me 1hr 30mins to finish everything... basket!!!! hahaha

Told the doc my problem,some stupid pain in my right foot,felt like my muscle gonna tear apart... so he did some test on me... asked me to rest a couple of days... so I took my 1/2day leave for 2ml has gone to waste -_-''' haha well anyways... he told me that I needed to do some blood test... I was shocked for quite a long while... he asked me Im ok a not... I told him... "Sir... I... I.. I got phobia of needles" hahaha!!! the doc immediately giggled... hoi~~~ watZ wrong with being scared of needles... most of us are wat... hahaha so he asked me whether I wan it 2day or another day... I told him finish everything today la hahaha

So I proceed to Rm44 and the auntie told me to wait for my no. to be called... so I sat outside took a look at the queue board... 56 PPL WAITING IN LINE!!! hahaha wah lau~~ waited for awhile... realise... ieya.. heck it la... lolZ!!! proceed to the pharmacy and took my med and ran off liaoZ hahaha

I'll go for the blood test some other day hehehe... got home and Im sho happy to see kyro online!!! omg itZ been like 1yr ++ since I've seen her online hahaha and luckily she got the heart to msg me 1st... so life's been pretty good over at texas for her hahaha oh... 4got to intro... kyro is my american fren that I've known for like... 4yrs hahaha n she promised to buy me levi's and ship it over... whoppie!!! itZ not free btw... I still gotta pay for it... but at least itZ a lot cheaper than the Levi's in Singapore... hahaha can get her to help me buy those limited edition Levi's liaoZ... hehehehe chatted with her for 4hrs ++ till I had to chase her to buy her milk and go to slp... coZ her bf is cooking them hamburger helper 2nite... hahaha...

2006-11-27T04:08:00.000-08:00

Had a lill diahorrea this morning,legs oreadi half numb le haha woke up at 8am to go bathe n play abit of maple... shoik man... like no army like that haha!! then play until 9.45 dilly dally here n there... until 10.00 go out of house to C.G.H... realised my appointment is 10.30 and not 10.45!!! hahaha start to panic... but then heng I still reach at 10.35... slightly late onli... lolZ

Waited till around 11++ go in... realised I was shaking all over... dunno y Im so anxious... even the psychiatrist can see Im shaking hahaha... then tok about my problems... actually nothing realli much to tok about... coZ I oreadi told her everything in the previous session... then this time she juZ wans to see if there's any side effects... now increase the dosage to one tablet per nite... haha... basically... same headache... she said it could be the result of my stress...

HaiZ... dunno how to tell my mom to see a counsellor... she might think that we think she is mentally unsound... but then... I myself am seeking treatment from an outsider... if pple wan think Im siao... let them be lohZ... watZ more impt is getting urself treated well b4 it grows worse wat... hahaha

So anyways... went to eat KFC as with any other appointment day hahaha dunno y but KFC seems to cheer me up a little bit hahaha... feel like eating KFC now again hahaha!!

Now Im home,blogging my life away,2ml gonna report sick outside le,wanna know wat went wrong with my feet,cant even tip toe,it hurts every morning when i step on the floor... boO~~~ my life isnt getting any better~~ hahaha

2006-11-25T18:22:00.000-08:00

Fri I did another 70pushups after losing the stupid connect four!! haha but I dun mind leh,can duan lian sheng ti lolZ!! my biceps are coming back liaoZ keke anyways,finally painted the piece of wall at TMS, even Master Lim couldnt see the difference in color differentiation hahaha...

Reached home rot awhile,wait for irene they all to settle wat they wanna do at nite,keep asking me to plan plan plan -_-''' in the end im the one doing the planning,haha So we decided to go Paradiz Centre Kbox,went to book the big room lohZ,wah kaoZ,quite huge man hahaha end up each person paying around $28 like that hahaha quite worth it la for such a big room hahaha i think itZ for 10 pple and above de hehehe... altho itZ kinda to see the stupid words when u wanna select song... the stupid tv so small and far away,then they cheapo use white wall for the projection hahaha

Went home feeling damn dead liaoZ,finish everything,slpt at 6am,wake up at 10.30 prepare to go out with Amy... told her meet 1.30 at Cine,in the end she reached at 2.00!!! idiot,heng I my patience limit is 1hr hahaha... so went to watch Colic,wah lau,not scary one,waste my money once again haha so far still no show manage to scare me = ( looking forward to Texas Chainsaw and Saw III... i feel so happy Im above 21yrs old le lolZ!!

After watchin movie went to Levi's to buy present for her bf's sister,she'll be going to her party after that,then pang seh me alone,idiot haha she decided to buy a Levi's long sleeve,but then last piece le,so the friendly sales personnel very good help us call alot of outlet haha... finally bugis that one got stock so reserved a piece for her haha... then Amy kept saying that guy very cute, ask me take pic of him,wah kaoZ... im not gay la!! haha anyways,if anyone wanna see him,go Lucky Plaza that Levi's look for him,quite tall one haha

After dropping at Bugis,she went to buy the shirt,then go P.O.A walk around,haiZ,still cant find a overlap for me leh,guess I dun look good in one,coZ dun have my size hahaha

And off she goes,left me alone walking liaoZ,I feel like an idiot walking myself hahaha managed to get mian and peng to play pool with me... so made my way down to Parkway Parade,go there 7.30,still gotta wait till 9.00!!!!! wah kaoZ,I dunno how I did it la,but I manage to spend my time there until Peng came back 8.45 like that... I realli damn good at wasting time man hahaha so ate Mcdonald's and go play pool le,stupid pool so many pple playing,still gotta wait... so went kopitiam to eat dessert...

Went back up that time as Mian was walking towards the counter that person called liaoZ haha so qiao,I was damn happy coZ I can play liaoZ!! haha but then yesterday dunno wat I doing,my aiming all totally cannot make it...so play until not happy one hahaha...

Hao lei ah~~~ think I wanna go back slp le,that's my summary for these 2days hahaha

2006-11-23T06:39:00.000-08:00

Sheng ti hao tong ah~!~!~! today did around 180push-ups after challenging Joel and XY with connect four... hahaha interesting game,starting to get the hang of it,muscle aching liaoZ,think 2ml I wont be able to get out of bed le,muZ call ambulance hahaha

Today shifted alot of chairs from one place to another,tiring job man,one of fun sai gang I ever done... had alot of fun hehe... starting to lose my appetite in AFS liaoZ,not becoZ I cant eat much,but becoZ I seriously dun like their food,yucks,I ate a few bites of their food nia hahaha,I like fried stuff rather than their usual steamed ones.. ewwwww not nice one hahaha

Went to orchard to makan with Joel and XY,wanna meet up with John and his fren to eat 2gether one,but decided not to disturb them both... somemore she vegetarian... hahaha how cute man,hardly seen any vegetarian hahaha... So the 3 of us guys went to walk around somemore b4 we decide to eat at the 5th lvl of Far East Shopping Centre... ate their claypot noodle... hmmZ... normal normal ba hahaha

Anyways 2ml gotta to paint the wall of TMS liaoZ haha... did so much sai gang still not 1/2 day off = ( hahaha

2006-11-21T03:18:00.000-08:00

I've got a terrible ulcer on the top of my lips!!! hao tong ah!!!! hahaha... cant drink hot stuff... burning it like adding salt like that hahaha... Anyways... kinda pissed at pple taking the bus now a days... so inconsiderate~!~! I mean, I understand everyone hopes to sit alone on the bus ride la but then dun have to be so selfish until go put ur bag beside u wat... wah lau... somemore not onli one lohZ... some still gey siao put plastic bag... unused one mind u hahaha

Then got some assholes spread their legs so wide it occupies the 2nd space... wah liew... somemore is ger lohZ, got so chor lor anot... thighs got so fat until cannot close up meh,somemore gers always complain they getting fat... lolZ!! no offence ah,but then some gurls realli very slim la... unlike the ones I saw on the bus... wah kaoZ... realli is fat so I guess I cant realli blame them for not able to close up their thighs... muahahahaha... sorry im being evil again... =X

Headache headache I hate u... hahaha still on and off like nobody's business hahaa

Anyways... 2day cookhouse served us fish... and guess wat... MY FISH GOT EGG!!!! hahaha!!! damn heng lohZ,my frenZ all dun have,somemore one of them went to take another serving,oso dun have hahaha... I feel so lucky today~!~!~! hehehe

Oh yeah, Joel and John Chek went to see MO,basket,both get MC for 2days and 3days respectively haha then Edmund went late in the afternoon,onli got today off,... which is like 1hr away from off work hahaha

2006-11-20T05:37:00.000-08:00

HmmZ,so happy I got to slp so much on sunday afternoon, from 2pm till 6pm,then wiggle here and there but cant slp le,so decided to walk around my house,altho itZ small but I still like to walk around hahaha!!

Went to eat breakfast in the cookhouse 2day,omg saw the life size hello kitty and dear daniel on channel newsasia hahaha they look damn loving leh... lolZ!! and 2day the new cadets coming in hahaha means very soon I'll be posted out le... haiZ... miss my frenZ in TMS so much,heaven leave them oreadi so sad le,leave them sure more sad one hahaha somemore Zhikai went to ADA liaoZ haha wish him the best in his life there ^^

Seems like alot of pple are oreadi celebrating their finish of O lvls hahaha! Miss my younger days... sobs sobs... as the clock ticks... Im growing older every minute hahahaha... very soon i'll be turning 22yrs old liaoZ... = ( hahaha still dunno how to celebrate... but one thing's for sure... I wanna sit the G-MAX ride!!!! hehehehe

2006-11-18T20:20:00.000-08:00

Went to the Singapore Motorshow '06 yesterday... such a big disappointment man... As usual... the Ferraris and Lamborghinis were there... but then Porsche is missing from the exhibit!!! hahaha... waste my $10 leh... somemore the models not pretty one =X mostly I think Singaporean models... if not is Thailand one... look like transverstite hahaha!! After that went to eat Fish n Co.' with Amy... omg... it was a challenge between me and her... haha we both love to eat calamari... but then she like grilled one... and I like fried one... so we both ordered Fish n Chips... and ordered one plate of calamari each... lolZ!! Super big feast lohZ hahaha

Then after that went to look around for my Samurai sword... saw a few nice ones... nearing $400 each hahaha... guess I wont have the luck of owning one... = ( nvm... try to save... see how much I can save... perhaps next yr's birthday I can buy one for myself hahaha

Left Amy to rot in suntec alone coZ I gotta go rush n pass my sis the camera... in the end... my sis late as always... haha... went to Holiday Inn pass her liaoZ I walk all the way back to Cine... now Cine outside realli like fashion show man... so many pple hanging outside comparing fashion hahaha... I dun need to comapre with them de la... my wearing weird weird one... sure lose to them hahaha!! At least I've got my own style... hahaha

Go play pool after they finished eating their Long John... muahaha... start to be happy liaoZ... won 3 straight in a row hehehe at least now Im done with my aiming... time to train on placing kekeke...

10.30 to Momo!!! eeeeee super bad experience man... dunno y din enjoy yesterday nite haha cannot tok too much... later kana sued for being racist... oops =X hahaha... yesh... it was muddy yesterday inside Momo =X I din say anything ah... hahahaha

2006-11-16T16:36:00.000-08:00

Muahaha thanks to Mr President I get to start work at 10am 2day... lolZ!!! well anyways... yest go in the afternoon feel abit weird weird leh,seems like all of us were more tired than starting work early in the morning hahaha... but anyways... go there onli start eating chicken cutlet liaoZ haha jia lat... keep telling myself dun eat too much in the end still spend my $3.80 go eat lolZ...

Go back to TMS start tying the swords for the newly commissioned officers... hmmZ... correction... heaven commission yet... but soon... dec 10th = ( dun think I'll have my chance hahaha I juZ wanna finish my NS and carry on life outside...

Went to city hall with Joel and Xueyuan go buy his HP hp... lolZ!! Read the magazine "Game Axis" and saw Kelly's face inside!!! hahaha msg her tell her she dun believe lolZ... then call her and took a very long time to convince her that her photo indeed is inside hahaha... then saw his family with 3kids... they damn cute leh... kept fooling around then later come to play with us lolZ!!! after like a very long time then they left liaoZ lolZ... so later we went to PS to makan our Long John Silver's... go there do our usual hobby... and that is to eat... hahahaha shun bian do our next hobby... see gers hahaha... gave alot of stupid comments la lolZ!! but anyways... I love hanging out with those pple in TMS hahaha... basically I love hanging out with anyone la lolZ!!

Gotta go work liaoZ... 2day gotta go ushering... 1star general coming neh~~~ ^^

2006-11-15T18:25:00.000-08:00

So fast and it's Thursday oreadi?? hahaha omg itZ been quite a long while since I've last updated my blog hehehe... well... letZ see... monday went off pretty fast for me... coZ i went to see the psychiatrist at CGH at 8.30am... then by the time it finishes... oreadi 11++ le... so went back to camp... can consider it a half day la lolZ!!! funny leh... different psychiatrist work different way hahaha...

Those at MMI work mostly on my work stressors... while the one at CGH work on my family stressors lolZ!!... so I guess I've got an equal balance eh... but then none can focus on both my problems... hmmZ... well anyways... monday nite went to eat with Johnathan at Geylang... hahaha go there makan onli ah... dun think too much... altho got walk around but nv do anything funny ah lolZ!!! then after walking until 3am like that... he rode me back... hehehe john let me ride his bike for awhile... wah damn shoik ah... itZ been a long time since i've last rode a bike hahaha...

reached home damn dead tired... bathed and slpt... then itZ off to tuesday~~~ where it was half day for me oso... coZ morning I went to MMI for my psychiatrist appointment hahaha and after that went tiong bahru to eat my lunch which is~~~~~~~ KFC!!!!!! muahahaha ... eat until 1.15 like that... then itZ time to go back camp... hehehe... by the time I reached there oreadi 3pm liaoZ... lolZ so do my work for 2hours ++ then itZ no more tuesday hehehehe

Wed was pretty normal I guess... reached AFS... go there do sai gang... then tahan until afternoon comes... and off work~~~ muahahahaha good news for us becoZ thurs we shall start work from 1pm onwards and fri at 10am onwards... know y??? coZ President George W. Bush is coming to Singapore!!!! and of coZ... they are using Paya Lebar Airbase hahaha... so we get to start work from 1pm onwards hehehehe... he should visit Singapore more often eh... hehehehe then we can have more time to slp hehehe...

Anyways I bought Rain's 4th Album : Rain's World hahaha not bad leh... I was attracted to one of the songs becoZ I saw how he danced... omg... trully mesmerizing... PS : Im not gay... hahaha

2006-11-12T01:29:00.000-08:00

It's sunday!!! but Im not happy... haha shall tok about it later... meanwhile... continue my saturday life... quite standard one la... i think everyweek oso type the same... I think can copy and paste le lohZ haha!!

Quite frustrated from msging pple and they dun reply... so I've decided to call sen irene n zy haha... then leo met up with us oso,not that I dun wanna call him go,but last time msg him he oso nv reply one,so cant blame me wat... I mean I know if he wans to go out he will auto call us de... haha and we met up 4.30 at orchard mrt... I left the house at 3.45 and Im still on time... muahahaha ok la... mayb not on time... juZ a little bit nia... hahaha... so... went to cine wanted to watch movie... called irene... this one dun wan watch... that one dun wan watch... grrr... so in the end she n zy decided not to come hahaha... planning is such a troublesome thing man... I dun wanna do it again le hahaha...

So since not watching movie... means more time for POOL!!!!! hahahahaha went to eat KFC 1st... very hungry neh... then ds came to find us... appear out of nowhere one hahaha chiong our food finish go chiong pool muahahaha yest Im on form!!!! omg omg omg... I've been winning most of my matches... watZ more happy is that I beat Sen fair and square!!! hahahaha not alot of times la... i think we win and lose about the same oso... nv go count hahahaha so I think basically I was lucky in pool yesterday... lucky in pool ONLY!!! the rest of my saturday n sunday life is screwed up hahaha play for i think almost 2hrs ba... and we made our way down to MOS hehehe

Well at 1st we tot the crowd was good... got a pretty even spread of gals and guys... but then when we enter the cage... wah kaoZ... so many guys!!! see le oso sianZ hahaha... not that Im being pervert or wat la... but then go dancing cant possibly see all guys wat... like going gay club like that hahaha... as usual... me sen leo and his fren went on the podium to dance... seperate myself from the guy crowd 1st hahaha...

Hey there was a huge fight!!! haha... wah seh... nv seen anything this big man... apparently only sen saw wat happened... coZ during that time he on podium... i on the floor squashed by guys again hahaha... then felt a strong push to my left... wah kaoZ... from podium fight till the floor... then still continue fighting fighting hahaha... disco light become white light lohZ... hahaha then the bouncers came in...i think total got around 6-7 pple fighting hahaha best thing was... the DJ changed the song to something challenging and everyone was cheering hahahaha!!! of coZ... couldnt exclude me out... =X haha!!

Ok... here comes the sucky part... left the club at around 3.00am... sen took a cab home... and I went to wait for the bus... was happy coZ I got direct bus home... somemore can save money and slp on the bus... long journey neh hahaha... from 3.00am waited until 3.45... I started getting a little bit pissed liaoZ... wait until 4.30... I was totally fustrated... I swear if the bus come... I'll freaking scold the bus driver... alot of pple waiting for NR7 lohZ!!!! fuck... watZ wrong with TIBS man... couldnt they dispatch more buses??? so alrite... I told myself... cool down... dun so fast angry... muZ try my patience... then perhaps I can be a better man... but then any god-like pple would have killed the bus driver becoZ I waited until 5.00am and the freakin bus still hasn't come!!!! WTH!!!! waited 2hrs leh!!!! in the end Iwalked off very very agitated... any bugger who stares at me and I'll poke his eyes out... hahaha ended up I have to take a cab... basket...~~~~ I might as well club until 5.00 then go back in cab... ji dan~~~~ hahaha

Since Im taking a cab... might as well spoil myself... waited for a mercs cab hahaha!!! very very cosy neh~~~~ but I was sniffing all the way... but I did manage to get a small nap in the cab... stupid flu caught up with me during my wait at the busstop... damn suey man... keep sneezing and my nose tap was flowing non-stop... wah kaoZ... then the fluid keep coming I dun even have tissue paper to handle lohZ... I was bZ clearing my nose like a madman... hahaha

Reached home bathe and slp... wanna slp well so I bathe in my strawberry shower gel again hahaha... realli very nice smell until I feel like licking myself... hahaha it smells damn sweet lohZ hahaha but dun worry... I wont reali go lick myself lolZ!!! so anyways... went to slp hoping everything will be alrite for church...

Wake up go church... freaking hell... my nose tap spoil again... basket!!! once again... I was clearing my nose like an idiot... somemore I was sitting in the front row lohZ hahaha... realli wanted to blame my mom... coZ if i say I dun wanna go... she sure give me tt stupid face lohZ... but then I chose not to blame her hahaha... luckily damn near my house lohZ... after church I immediately went home le hahaha... feels good to be at home... hahaha this was the best suey combo I ever kana in my life man... wait 2hrs for bus... sniffing and oozing non stop... wah piang...~~~

2006-11-10T20:13:00.000-08:00

boOya~~ itZ saturday oreadi!!! hehehe... so fast itZ past another week le hehehe... whippie!!! realli damn damn looking forward to my ORD ... altho itZ still like... damn freaking far la lolZ!!! but at least the time is ticking... can waste time I'll waste time hahaha...

anywayZ... went to play pool with mian and peng yest... omg omg omg I suck man!!!! hahahaha played with mian so many round still lose every single round... geesh... I've realli got no talent for pool man hahaha... huimin wanted to challenge me... think I'll sure lose to her oso one la hahaha...

hmmZ... gonna go town again as usual... go breathe the air there hahaha... but next week onwards im not touching any planning le... damn pissed off... pple who dun go dun even bother to reply... and some even msg "NO!" to me... eh dudes... i fucking spend 700 over smses every month to ask u guys out... plus my own personal smses add up to over 1200 smses... and if this is the fucking attitude u wanna show me... then fine by me = ) i dun wanna care about anything oreadi...

Guess Sen and my primary sch frenZ and secondary sch frenZ are the onli persons who will keep going out with me every week hahaha hmmZ... I wanna play pool!!! lolZ... wat is wrong with me man... cant stop thinking about pool... I love pool~~~ haha...

2006-11-08T22:44:00.000-08:00

It's thursday and im home bloggin!! haha... y am I at home??? well... i went to the polyclinic to have my head checked... finally they doc prescribed me ponstan... some sort of pain killer stronger than panadol... looks like my headache has reached Lvl2.... hahaha anyways... she booked me an appointment for Neurology at Changi General Hospital... hmmZ... on the 29th... but I gotta accompany my mom to the doc on the 29th... so I guess I gotta shift it to another day hehehehe...

Yest went to play pool with Joel and Xueyuan... gawd my pool sux... eh seriously la... I've been playing so long and yet I still suck at it... damn it... I've got no talent for it... hehehe... so anyways... waited with Joel for his bus to come... after he boarded the bus not long after... none of my bus came... LOLZ!! I live so near... so itZ ok la hehehe and I realli miss parkway parade... daddy used to bring me there every week with my mom and sis when I was young... but 18yrs later... Im sitting at the busstop looking at the same building which I love so much... = )

Next time... If ever I have a family... I'll bring them there weekly oso hehehe...

So as for 2day... I'll be slping I guess... took the medicine... hope it doesnt make me drowsy... as im sitting here... I dunno y... got this feeling of giving up everything again... watever I've done till this day seemed meaningless... I dunno y this feeling got back to me again... prolly becoZ everything is in a bloody mess rite now... actually oso not mess la... mostly have been sorted out oreadi... onli left my posting and family problem... hmmZ... if I manage to grow thru this... I hope and realli pray that I'll be a better and stronger man... hahaha but oh well... that's to wait... rite now.. I wanna freaking finish my NS... itZ wasting my youth away and making me to wat I am today... great~~~~ -_-''' I dunno whether I should curse SAF or wat... if I start ranting away at them... I'll get sued for defaming them... so I prolly should thank them for giving me so much headache and anxiety disorder haha...

Flipped thru Golden village and saw the vivo cinema... omg omg omg... I wanna go to vivo city soon... been hearing about of things about that place... I wanna go there and see for myself hehehe... shun bian try their cinema... should be damn spacious with freaking wide screens hahahaha...

Nobody wanna watch flush away with me = ( hahaha

2006-11-07T06:16:00.000-08:00

Whoppie!!! made it thru the day without headache~~~ hahaha prolly coZ we slpt damn well in TMS =X haha not that there's nth 2 do... but afternoon realli nth for us 2 do... so everyone juZ kana knocked out hahaha... oh man... it's been so long since I slpt under the cold cold air con... realised something... my headache usually worsens after I do sai gang... hmmZ... 2ml there's gonna be another sai gang job... letZ see if it happens 2ml hehehe...

but anyways... 2day was a good day for me... realli can relax one corner... good for my health hahaha... had my chicken cutlet 2day and im proud to say... I wont be eating that oily thing for the rest of this week... getting sick n tired of it... hahaha thursday will be my reporting sick day... better find out watZ wrong with my head b4 i die and dun even know the cause of it haha

2006-11-06T05:05:00.000-08:00

Whoosh~~ Y am I still alive blogging? hmmZ... shouldnt I be dead by now... Y am I still alive despite having such serious headache... grrr... hahaha played basketball yesterday... tot I would ok to play... but after playing awhile I started having my pains again... haha ok anyways... enuff said about my headache... toking so much about it oso wont help relieve the pain I have in my head... geesh~~

Went to work 2day... had a very tiring few hours until I knock off work hahaha... went there rot awhile start 2do sai gang oreadi hahaha... but it was ok... if onli I wasnt so tired... hmmZ... dunno y... felt damn weird 2day... headache plus my fatigue... but cant be wat... i slpt early yest. man hahaha... but it was enjoyable coZ I get to be with my pals in TMS... joel.... xueyuan, johnathan and all... hehehe... so it wasnt twice as terrible as it took to get by the day...

Reached home... ate maggie mee again... and went off to cut my hair... oh man... my hair... i look... i look... i look like a punk!!!! hahahaha but anyways... im back home now... omg the gel on my hair smells so damn nice... i wanna go ask that guy wat brand izit... dun think i wanna shower my head 2day =X hahaha

Well... gonna go slp soon... 2ml gotta go back to doing sai gang... oh ya... gonna go find the doctor and ask him wth is wrong with my brain!!!!! hahaha

2006-11-04T19:06:00.000-08:00

New tagboard! lag free thanks to amanda!! haha enjoy flooding ur love n hate msges here hahaha

Met up with sen and ds in town at around 3.40pm like that,went to walk around till we reach the Subaru WRX Challenge... omg those pple realli have alot of endurance man hahaha anyways itZ onli a few hours into the challenge that's y they look so fresh... dun think they'll look that fresh 2day hahaha... So many competitors, Only one car to be won.Who shall emerge victorious lolZ!!

So later on... went to Heeren to shop shop... Sen bought 2 jean chain while I bought one super shiny one hahaha... then later on we went to eat wanton noodle at the corner one... not bad la... taste almost the same... dun realli see the extravangaza about this wanton noodle hahaha... quite expensive oso... $2.80 leh!!! hahahaha

After that immediately rush to Kpool... hehehe my fav hangout place oreadi... dunno watZ the sudden craze for playing pool hahaha... find itZ a very interesting game... have to test ur aiming and ur placing... requires alot of additional skill ok hahaha... so Im playing real hard... hope can improve hehehe... after awhile Yong came to join us... so we went to eat Long John Silvers... and that was when ds pang seh us... -_-''' that idiot... suddenly say go accompany fren go watch soccer... damn it hahaha... so around 8.30 he left... and onli sen yong and me were left... same situation as last week... nth 2 do... as usual... i suggested pool!!!! hahahaha

So we played until like 10.00 then we went to find sen's gf... together we set sail for Momo!!! managed to make it there on time... so onli need to pay for the drink cover charge hahaha... sorry ah... no money is like that one... become cheapo clubbers hahahaha...

Yong dance until 2.00 left us oreadi = ( then after around 1hr... we left oso le... hahaha... reached home and bathe... this time I bothered to not onli shampoo my hair... but oso bathe my body ok hahahaha... somemore bathe with body shop strawberry shower gel hahahaha... very very nice smelling... realli takes away the smoke and liquor smell... so I had a happy slp this morning hahaha!!! think i drooled over the strawberry smell... hahahaha

Oh ya... there's Singapore Motorshow 2006 this coming Friday onwards!!!! Who can go with me wor... = ( I suddenly feel so lonely hahaha... omg omg omg Im not gonna miss this motorshow... if need be... I shall go alone hahahaha

2006-11-03T04:58:00.000-08:00

Psst... I've continued my list of thanksgiving and also updated my profile section haha... for people who dont see ur name in my thanksgiving section... dun get angry so soon ya... coZ Im slowly updating... of coZ I wouldnt wanna leave ur names out... but after quite sometime.... if u still dun see ur name... lemme know ya... I'll add u inside... becoZ you guys made me who I am 2day... without u... there wouldnt be me... so I'll realli like to express my gratitude 2 u guys ^^

Went to camp as per normal... onli that 2day I was rather late... by a few minutes onli... but luckily didnt need to write down my name... hahaha if not i'll see myself doing guard duty very soon lolZ...

2day was one whole full day of sai gang man... from 10.00am onwards... been shifting things from QM store to the auditorium... tiring job ah~!~!~! haha... but anyways... at least we get to waste time and spend time 2gether keke... and managed to lay all the things nicely... at the end of the day... everything looks well and pretty... and I know itZ done by the effort of my frenZ and me hehehe...

Another day gone... another day of headache... I gonna bang myself against the wall pretty soon... -_-''' this is getting too serious on my brain man... later gonna go out buy bah kwa and some maggie mee hahaha

2006-11-02T04:25:00.000-08:00

It's thursday oreadi and my headache still hasn't gone off~~~ = ( jia lat... watZ wrong with my head man... ate so many paracetamol as usual and still like that... once again... im not suiciding ah... lolZ!!

2day is kinda a short day for me at work... coZ i cleared my half day off~~ muahahaha... went home at around 12.00pm hiak hiak hiak... ^^ 2ml go back have to do sai gang liaoZ... coZ the following week is some stupid health week... NKF coming here for free health screening... but I still dun wanna go... thinking of the needles make me shiver in fear hahaha yesh... i've a huge phobia for needles... dunno wat phobia u call that... lolZ!

.//.Showdown : Sam VS Psychiatrist 1st Oct 2006.\\.

It was boring as usual... went there on time in the end still gotta wait so damn long... anyways... I managed to see him for the 1st time... itZ a different psychiatrist from b4... and basically after toking to him for such a short while... I realised his purpose was to evaluate whether Im suitable to continue the C3 course a not... I tot he would help me with my pain that's bugging me for so long... but guess not... very straightfoward pple we have in the Single.Attractive.Female... evaluate means evaluate... they dun realli give a damn whether ur going mental or not...

Y can I strongly say so? becoZ I heard him saying "We'll see how it goes" most of the time... goes to show he wans to see whether my new area would affect me anot... I oreadi told him Im still having my headache... guess that din register into his head... hmmZ... anyhow... I'm seeing a doctor soon... my stupid headache still persist... -_-''' so after like a short 20mins with him... that's it... no documents from him wat-so-ever... juZ told me I gt another psychiatrist meeting with Dr. N (real name not disclosed) this 14th Nov... now my schedule is quite packed lolZ...

But damn... seriously man... I worry for my mom alot... and all he could say was ask me to make arrangements with my sis... If Im in camp from mondays to fri... how can my sis handle it? she's got her own stress ok... I mean... if ur asking me switch shift with her on sat n sun... then how do I go out?? Dude!! I need my fun too man... the reason that I can keep reasoning is becoZ I get to enjoy the outside air with my frenZ... so basically... I assume they dun realli give a damn about wat happens to other pple's mom izit? they're main purpose is to get u to stay for training... torture u till u cant take and prolly commit suicide by jumping off train tracks?? hmmZ... geesh... I dunno... that's wat they're hinting to me... toking about job ethics man~ ha! bullshiat... Anyways... no names mentioned here... dun wanna get into any trouble with the law... so... all names are kept secret... ^^

2006-11-01T07:08:00.000-08:00

Went for my psychiatrist 2day... kinda unhappy about it... will elaborate on it more 2ml... hehehe now Im feeling very tired and my headache hasnt gone off... took many paracetamol pills... dun be mistaken... Im taking it as prescribed to me... Im not committing suicide ah hahaha

And so...the med's drowsiness has come... pretty soon I wont even know wat im typing... like a clubber who's having his hangover hahaha...

Anyways... will tok more about wat happened between me and the psychiatrist 2ml... (Showdown : Sam VS Psychiatrist)

2006-10-31T04:29:00.000-08:00

For the 1st time... I din get any diahorrea from eating KFC!!! hahaha expected to have a mild diahorrea this morning coZ I ate KFC the previous day... so I got to AFS safe and sound and nice smelling ^^ haha

So as per normal... rot there do sai gang when needed... went to play pool with Xue Yuan at the mess... damn it... not gonna play pool with him ever again... he's too damn pro!!!! hahaha... play with him realli waste alot of my money hahaha... but luckily he very nice... help me to clear my ball oso... very fun to play with them ^^ hehehe

Only thing that I realli looked forward to is Tea Break where I can order my ever-so-delicious Chicken Cutlet!!!! hahaha... still as tasty as usual... and Johnathan keeps wanting to challenge me in pool... but I used my last dollar to buy my coke le =X hahaha dun worry... will have chance to play with him de... altho I'll most prolly get trashed by him oso haha

Gonna have my psychiatrist 2ml at 10.15am 2ml... Mr ling gave me permission to there straight away... so I dun need to report to TMS early in the morning... he's so considerate ^^

Anyways... called the clerk and told him my mom couldnt make it 2ml as the doc ask me to bring my mom along for this upcoming session... and my other family members oso cant make it for my session 2ml... so I told him if itZ ok to go alone... and he said can can... asked if I could contact my psychiatrist straight to perhaps change my appointment he said he doesnt have his no. Oh well... if 2ml I kana scolded not my fault eh,is the clerk told me itZ ok one hahaha

2006-10-30T05:42:00.000-08:00

Counselling session was normal, din realli expect much altho it puts me off for awhile, tot they were suppose to hear u out? but I was still toking halfway and had to leave everything till the next session... ewww... dun think counsellors work that way do they? Anyways din expect my counsellor to be a Miss lolZ...

So the whole session lasted for onli .... 1hr 30mins ba... around there... din realli take note of the time... so Im suppose to think of a counselling goal for the subsequent sessions... hmmZ... wat to think of huh? My mind realli in a blank rite now... not now... itZ been blank for so many months haha

Miss Ng was so kind as to tell me how to get to the nearest mrt station haha... took Bus195 to Tiong Bahru MRT and went to look for the toilet... 1st floor cleaning... so I went to the 2nd floor... oso cleaning!!! grr.... tot I wont be so suey... so went 3rd floor... omg watZ wrong with the cleaners!!!!! 3rd floor oso cleaning... damn hardworking huh they all hahaha

So went to the other end of 2nd floor... luckily they werent cleaning there haha... finally relieved myself... so stroll to the mrt and took the train back to eunos... omg... I can tell u... the bus journey from CMPB to Tiong Bahru Plaza was one of the most relaxing rides I ever took... totally new environment... and I kept looking around like a suaku tourist hahaha...

Realli... after I've been put out of course... Im more relaxed now... can start to think more properly now... realli realli appreciate the time out I have now...

Let's see... upcoming appointments for me... Psychiatrist meeting at MMI this coming Wednesday... Psychiatrist meeting at CGH on 13th November... and another counselling session at CMPB on 21st November hahaha... so that means Im going to travel round and round Singapore!! haha

Went to MSD for my Cat clearance 2day... whoppie... dun think I can get clearance oreadi... since I've got psychiatric conditions hahaha... but anyways... itZ ok... since I've been put out of course... watZ the point of having such high clearance hahaha... but the qns they ask damn funny man... sorry but I cant leak out anything... if not I'll be considered a traitor to the country =X hahaha

One thing I saw today at MSD was the mono intake... guess it was last thursday... omg omg omg... reminded me so much of BMT... dude... seriously... if u post me back to military training I'll gladly die in front of u hahaha given the condition I have now... I realli cant take any form of training... I'll go mental...

So anyways... 2day ended quite early for me... left for home at 5.00pm hehehe... bought my favourite KFC!!! kekeke... now im satisfied for the day hahaha

2006-10-29T14:29:00.000-08:00

Great... now my tagboard lag until cant even appear on the screen haha... anyways... since my counselling session is at 8.00 and there's still quite a bit of time... might as well use it to blog lolZ... still gotta travel all the way down to CMPB Tower B for my counselling... hmmZ... dunno who planned that for me... received a call from them asking me to go down 2day haha... where is Tower B? -_-'''

The onli thing that could really make me happy now is to ORD... but that's 1yr 5months later haha

2006-10-29T04:19:00.000-08:00

Damn the stupid tagboard sux... hahaha damn lag and hangs my IE leh... someone recommend me a good tagboard pls... hahaha i'll let u have full access to my acc okok? lolZ!!!

MoOoO Momo~~

2006-10-28T22:01:00.000-07:00

Rot at home the whole morning and afternoon before finally deciding on the time to meet up... lolZ... managed to drag ah si out of the house and meet us for lunch at pepperlunch!! yum yum,been so long since I last ate it, everytime ask them to eat they sick n tired of it... lolZ... watZ so bad about their food... got unlimited brown sugar sauce and soy sauce wat hahaha

But anyways, meet at 4.00pm... dunno should it still be called lunch or high tea haha!! watZ more important is I get to eat my pepperlunch!! keke met up with sen and si... and off we go to my food paradise... order pepper salmon rice... as usual... my fav... dunno y I love salmon so much... eat sushi oso will zhua salmon one haha

And after slowly savouring on my very very very very sweet and salty salmon rice... I finally felt satisfied... pardon me for the very very very sweet and salty part... coZ itZ realli very very very very sweet and salty hahaha... Im well known for my salt intake ever since secondary school and many pple find it surprising y Im still ok haha

Went to play pool as with any other saturday activity... dunno y I start to love pool so much... perhaps becoZ finally Im starting to get the hang of it... now I can aim much much better than b4... onli kana trashed by sen they all hahaha... but at least now my skill can be matched up to abit more pple hahaha... Im climbing up the ladder oreadi!!! hahaha

Surprise of the day... alex came haha... totally unexpected lolZ... that idiot popped out of no where... sho glad to see him... altho usually see him in Air Force School... but still happy to see him hahaha... played until tired oreadi then we decided to leave... ah si and alex went to play lan gaming back at the west side... left me and sen do nothing!!! haha... realli dunno wat to do from 7.30 to 10.30 when KC came... so we both went to makan 1st... tried very hard to waste time le... in the end still left quite early for momo hahaha

9.00 reached outside... sit at the stone chair... rot rot then go watch soccer... 9.30 go in still watching soccer... KC was suppose to be there at 10.30 but that idiot was late!!! very very late!!! hahaha... he reached around 12... lolZ... and sen bought his fren along... very friendly gurl... hahaha

Soon after... the next wave of our gang came... zy and irene... haha dance dance... move here move there... go toilet here and there... not as squeezy as MOS but then we were dancing at the passageway... pple keep moving in and out hahaha... as for me... Im fine with anything... as long as I get to see my frenZ and have fun with them hehehe...

And ah sen up again la... lolZ consecutively 3weeks doing his thang again hahaha... that guy getting more and more pro liaoZ hahaha... as for me... 3weeks no action hahahaha...

Went off at 3.30 and reached home 5.00am... totally shagged out... legs pain liaoZ hahaha had to drag myself into the showers becoZ i smell very much of smoke and liquor... in the end... I was too tired I juZ showered my head and din bother to bathe my body =X haha...

Going to play basketball and pool with Fok later... whoppie!!!! he ask me wanna go bintan for my bday anot hahaha... hope i can apply leave on that week... then can go enjoy with all my secondary school frenZ hehehehe

Virgin Post~ lolZ

2006-10-27T20:32:00.000-07:00

Alrighty then,let's get started with my 1st post here ^^ hmmZ... whole lotta nth 2 do so decided to create another blog... lolZ...

Went for James's bday celebration yest. at The Balcony... omg... super good ambience, except that itZ a lill bit warm hehe but all in all... 2thumbs up ^^

B4 we went to catch up with James... me fok n leo went to hereen to search for him a present... since we oreadi have a budget... so I suggested buying him small small lill things and itZ plenty of small small lill things haha but in the end... leo suggested we juZ buy him ONE watch... -_-''' oh well... I dun realli mind about that... I juZ go along with any suggestion if others are ok with it hahaha and so... bought him a nice beautiful silverish watch... quite unique becoZ of the way u look at the time... good job leo ^^ watZ more important is that James like it hahaha

As for my personal life... nah~~~ still gotta go thru alot of psychiatrist session... man I think if this carries on much further I think I might realli go nuts and end up in IMH b4 anyone could say "OMG!! What happened to u?"

HmmZ... for the last time folks... I aint chao geng-ing... I seriously had insomia and headaches and a very complicated family background... I know others have family problems too... itZ onli the lvl of severity that makes it a whole lot of difference to me haha

NOTE to all SOME doctors : Not all pple who come to u guys with problems are pple who wanna chao geng... some pple do actually need help and I guess most of the time u guys juZ play it safe and place them on the chao geng list eh? shalln't say much,I dun wanna end up writing too much ugly things and end up being charged for speaking the truth... ask all SAF personnel who's been to the doc... they'll say the same thing "they tot I chao geng" and like I said... onli a minority of the docs will think that way... some of them are realli professional in their work... and itZ realli doctor 1st... then rank... so thumbs up to good doctors all over Singapore ^^